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I Hate My Life (Page 3)


May 7th, 2012
I have hated my life since I left school, I'm now 29, It's not that things have been bad, I have a nice family, good friends and even run a successful business, but I just don't want to be here, over the years I have managed to narrow down the things that get me depressed, this country being the main one, the fact that I'm a financial prisoner as we all are being another, I sometimes feel I'm not normal, but that is sometimes good, I found that while I had a gf made me happier than anything, each one managed to tear my heart to pieces when they left, to the point where I'm such a wreck that I can't trust women anymore. Is there a point??
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replied May 19th, 2012
I Hate My Life. D':N
I hate my life. it seems like everyone at school thinks i'm loud annoying. my mom is the meanest persosen in the whole effin world i can't do anything i cant go anywhere im always locked in this damn house ! my dad and her hate each other so i feel when i "complain" to him he understands but now a'days he's starting to take he side on alot :/ my sister is like a second mom shes 29 and is able to boss me around like shes my mom. she is my freakin mom # 2 my nephew is the most annoying child ever!! my grades suck and we have a 'nanny' that is so mean. i hate everything Sad any advice?
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replied July 23rd, 2012
If you think that everyone thinks you're load, become a bit more wuiet. Suck up to your mothers, be VERY nice to them. offer to help them out when they need it. Ask them politely if you could hang out with your friends or watever - and always ask your dad too, or at least tell him what your mom let you do, so that there couldnt be any fights about one not knowing something. Try to smile to everyone, no takingout your feelings at other by lashing out - trust me, it only pushes people farther away and makes them get defensive and be against you. Ask your sister to please ask like she is you sister, not your mother. Try to think of your nephew as 'cute' rather than annoying. and if he is REALLY that annoying, try to distract him with something else rather than you.
Be as nice and sweet and caring to others as you can!
(If you give a little love, then you can get a little love of your own)
Best of luck! (:
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replied May 22nd, 2012
I am so depressed. I live in a city where everyone is self-centered and mean and I have become violent in response to my environment. I have no one to turn to to discuss my problems. I have been unemployed and used by people around me for years and I just told off one person who has been trying to help. I feel hopeless, lost, frustrated, and suicidal. If only I had the courage to drive that knife into my body. I have been condemned to hell.
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replied May 28th, 2012
Yu guys aren't even trying
YOU GUYS NEED TO FIND AN INSPIRATION AND MOTIVATION SO U WONT BE DEPRESSED AND YOUR LIFE WILL BE FINE. TALK TO GOD ONCE IN A WHILE ... FIND AN inspiration.. it really helps T_T
I used to be depressed all the time until my true passion and inspiration: DANCING
Hope this helps
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replied May 31st, 2012
I HATE MY LIFE TOO
I also hate my life and feel the same way. Everything I do is never good enough an people always expect this and that from me or to be a certain way. I can never be who I want to be I don't even know who I am myself. All I know is I hate it!!! I just wiped my years when I came across this forum online. I'm glad there's a place I can get help for my problems because u can't talk to my parents or family about it do there's no way I'll get proffessional help. I don't know what to do or where to start
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replied June 4th, 2012
Sadness
I wish I didn't have a boiifriend so much stress u can't take it I deep like a faliure. Guys ate just all hard to please ...
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replied July 23rd, 2012
If you can't handle a boyfriend right now, then break up with him! Tell him how you feel. I'm sure he'll understand, and maybe he'll even wait for you when you think that you can handle one again. Smile
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replied June 8th, 2012
i hate my life
I hate my life as well. I'm a single mom of a 3 yr old. And to be quite honest I never wanted to be a mom.... I hate it. I get so depressed just thinking about it. I can't do the things I'm used to. I kind of isolated myself from ppl. I feel so empty and sad. I truly hate my life. Does this make me a bad person? I feel so guilty because ny daughter is innocent and have no idea how I feel.
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replied June 9th, 2012
I hate my life
I hate my life. Every day is an upward struggle in my house. My mother is constantly moody and makes me feel worthless, my brother is a cocky, arrogant, prick who no one backs an eyelid to and my father is aggressive and constantly shouts for pointless things leaving me with no time for peace. I am currently sitting my GCSE's and I feel no motivation to proceed and motivate myself. I feel nothing Is worth doing. When no one is around I bring upon this nervous rage or twitch if you will. I send myself spiraling out of control and often break things with my clumsyness. I can't stand the sight of my family anymore but as I am only 16 I feel there is nowhere to go or anyone to turn to. I've tried to resist this depression with a number of feel good film, going on walks and exercising but it's all just a quick fix the only pleasure I get is when I go over my Grandmothers for a cup of tea and a chat. Please don't blame this on puberty and say we all go through this, it has been going on for 4 years. I wish I was dead.
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replied June 10th, 2012
I want to die. i'm obsessive, depressed, and i blame everyone else for my problems when they're brought on by myself. I know what my problems are but I can't change them. I wish i had the energy to kill myself without thinking people will just get mad at me for that, too.
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replied June 14th, 2012
I hate everything. I had an abusive childhood, and my parents (who are long divorced) fought constantly. I had a stepfather from Canada, who hit my mother, my sister, and myself, to the point that I was terrified to leave my bedroom at times. Now, I'm battling through the years of high school, with it's dumb relationships and cliques, and it's increasingly difficult for me to cope. When I was a small child, dealing with the pain of all of my surroundings and not being able to understand what was going on, I imagined I was a Jedi Knight. Star Wars was my life as a child, and I love it to this day. It's my happy place; imagining I'm on Dantooine as a Jedi Knight. When my best friend came up to me while I was on the verge of tears when (what I thought) was the person I loved more then anything left, he just sat there, and played a song from a Star Wars game I loved as a kid on his phone. I immediately burst into tears. Now, I battle juvenile Parkinson's disease and anemia, and severe depression. I was into drugs; pills, weed, LSD, whatever, and now, I feel worse. I feel useless, used.


I guess if nothing else, this helped me vent.
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replied June 19th, 2012
Everyone's story here is so sad. I too hate my life. My mom was diagnosed with Cancer 2008 and died in 2009. All the time she was sick my ex-husband was cheating on me with someone else's wife. I worked while he did not; he brought her into the house while I worked. We have two children and I was trying salvage everything for their sake.

September 2010, we got divorced. Ever since then he has been telling them the divorce is my fault. My daughter believes him and I believe really cannot stand me. I refuse to say anything at all negative about their father to them even though him and his now live-in girlfriend left their spouses to be together. My son and daughter are both angry about the divorce and take it out on me. I don't know how to help them. Geez I cannot even help myself.

However, I am sorry for everyone's here's pain. I wish you all would find happiness. I am sorry for the abuse and pain you have dealt with.
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replied July 23rd, 2012
The truth shall set ye free"
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replied June 20th, 2012
I just slept over my friends house on sunday and on Monday
she ignored me and also 2 of my other friends too..i was worried, when school finished one of my friend walked by. I asked her why are u ignoring me? She said "they said ur mean" i said "how?" she said "idk". i was almost about to cry but she said they still like me, but they dont even talk to me. Im cring while typing this im just so sadd :_____(. i hate my life because OF SCHOOL!! my dad made me move to another school!!! i hate my LIFE!!!!
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replied June 20th, 2012
I'm a 16 year old girl and I feel like I have no friends and am starting to question the meaning of life? I mean why am I here? I feel invisible... I may aswel not be here...
I feel like I want to just pack up and move as far away as possible.... And I don't know what to do? I'm always crying? I have no one to talk to and I feel abandoned!
I have ran away and don't know what to do now because nothing is better?
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replied June 23rd, 2012
SOCKS
i feel like im a sock that just came from the washer and i hate feeling clean and having to go in someguy foot and get dirty all over again to repeat the process its like life and being cleansed of wickedness and having to go out and get all dirty again i just want to die a happy sock
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replied June 23rd, 2012
SOCKS
i feel like im a sock that just came from the washer and i hate feeling clean and having to go in someguy foot and get dirty all over again to repeat the process its like life and being cleansed of wickedness and having to go out and get all dirty again i just want to die a happy sock
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replied June 24th, 2012
I have two sons 18 and 13. My oldest is a liar, thief, and pot smoker. My youngest hates school and does whatever he needs to do not to do well in school. I am 38 yrs old, female, and single. I choose to put my children before a relationship. I left a government job making over 55k to be there for my children..while I went back to school to be an engineer because I didn't want them to be latchkey kids. My oldest was an honor and AP student. I have always been supportive, loving, attentive. I have never judged my children..I always told them they were amazing, to work hard, be loyal, honest, etc..etc. I have done drug treatment for my son, had sent it out of town to have a positive role model with my brother. I have come home to be surprised with him pot smoking, I have check my bank account to find money missing and paying fees for overdraft. I homeschooled my youngest after his school said they wouldn't keep him back for lack of trying and turning in homework. They said if I could just please tell him to not interrupt the class. I said you can go to hell....withdrew my son and homeschooled him for over a year and a half. But after butting heads and him not wanting to work with me anymore..I put him in a charter school. The school staff is amazing. All the teachers have websites, constantly email me about him, but yet my youngest does horrible and lies about homework etc ..etc.. We are hoping for C- in all his classes. I took a two year break from school from all the stress I was failing my classes..I now have a 2.7 gpa. I need to change my major because the with stress of my children I will never do will in higher divisional classes. I work two part time jobs. I come home to a sinkful of dirty dishes, dirty laundry, poop on the living room floor because no one wants to take the dog out. When I start shelling out orders to throw the garbage away, or put the dishes away, or start a load, I always get a hold on..wait...I am doing something..etc..etc..so I don't cook don't do laundry, don't wash dishes, but I can't live like that. My oldest said to me the other day why are you always in a bad mood..wouldn't you be. After awhile, you get tired of being optimistic, of being positive, and being happy. All I think about is how many more years of this. I already told my oldest he has to move out. He leaves then comes back. I told him he is not welcome..now I will have to call the police for illegal trespassing. Why would anyone want to be somewhere were there are miserable people? I hate my life
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replied July 2nd, 2012
Depression
My life has been on a down spiral the past 2 years. I had an amazing relationship with a girl I loved. I had to leave America and go back to Europe for education purposes. We were forced to break up and while my mother still lives and works over there my father has banned me from going back to America. This year both my grandparents passed away. I was very close with them. I lost so many close friends and find myself so alone. Crying myself to sleep every night is how it ends up for me. Things have gone upside down in my life and have left me scarred and depressed
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