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November 28th, 2010
Really down in the Dumps
I'm definitely having a bout of depression or anxiety ... one or the other. I think it's the overwhelming feeling of being a parent. I have two children, 4 yrs and almost 1 yr. The house is a wreck (cluttered, walls messed up, everything pretty much half fixed), I can never keep up with the kids as far as cleaning (as soon as I clean up a room they mess it up again), my son does not listen and throws tantrums and I swear he is a terminator when it comes to the house, I feel like everything is thrown on me (as far as making sure bills are paid, planning birthdays, organizing the house), the men in the house are the type of cleaners that if something will fit in a spot they will just shove it there (I once found a clean bottle in the pantry with all the food ... Cmon, who does that?). I can pretty much go on and on and on. I feel overwhelmed, helpless, frustrated and alone. Here my daughter's first birthday is coming up and I said to my husband, "I think we're going to have to cancel because I don't think we can fix this house in time" and he says "So why don't we move it?" I say "Where?" he says "I don't know". That's it ... he has nothing else to say about it. Cmon, this is your daughter's first birthday ... atleast act like you care about it! I don't even think I want to celebrate Christmas this year either. I actually feel like crawling into a hole and never coming out.
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replied May 9th, 2011
Cherish your childern,your commplaining about the house being a reck.GROW UP thats what baby's do.my husband and I have six childern, there all grown now my baby is twenty four. My husband worked when our childern were young , it was my choice to stay home and take care of the childern instead of working to and you know something I loved it. I did'nt expect him to come home and do house work or anything else,don't get me wrong when my husband would come home from work he did what any father whould do his attention was on the childern because he has'nt seen them all day, but your acting like your just all out of wack because your four year old and one year old are being them self'v there being toddlers thats what they do,and as a mother yes! we clean up after them. As far as the cleaning bottle yah, that was an Idiot move. Tell him to pay attention to what he's doing when he put things away. And you as I said stop commplaining and enjoy your baby's.
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replied June 15th, 2012
Wow...She was trying to say how she felt, and then you basically tell her to "buck up". What a joke. Just because someone is a stay at home mom doesn't mean that they don't deserve respect and help and that a husband can just sit down and not help in raising his children or housework. A man goes to work for 8 hours or more and a housewife who doesn't get paid works 24/7... I am confused are you on here posting comments to judge people and make them feel even more worthless?
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replied December 3rd, 2010
i hate my life, i miss out on going out with my friends and other social things because they make me upset, the main thing that makes me sad is that everything reminds me of this girl that i love, its honestly complicated. we met on holdiay we stayed in touch for a year she said she loved me too etc, but because of our age and the fact we live other ends of the country meant we couldnt meet, well anyway she seems to still like me but she has a bf and i just dont want to live without her. also im 18 and i know nothing good will come of my life, knowing you will not achieve anything at 18 is a horrible feeling, i dont see the point in waking up, i dont want to go through life not meaning anything to the one person i love and knowing i will never make a difference in this world. i hate myself.
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replied May 9th, 2011
Thank God that your still alive, I lost my son 12/22/2002/ he was 20 years old, an idiot playing around with a gun shot my son. You all talk about how depressed you are and how you don't like school. You don't know what my life has been like, but every day I wake up and Thank God for my granddaughter she was 8 mos. when my son died. He was working and in college and at the blink of an eye his life was over. Talk to someone about what your feeling like a doctor.You want to scream, go ahead , but always know there is always someone out there going through so much more then you think your going through. TURN YOUR LIFE OVER TO GOD.
HE HAS'NT FORGOTTEN YOU.
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replied July 15th, 2011
too much burden for me to handle
i want someone to talk to, im going crazy inside, it burns really bad--this depression inside me is buring with anxiety, hatred, needing attention, and so many more. i just need help. i know what can help me get out of this situation happy, however i can't make it happen because i can't loose my kids. my husband has so much responsibility he puts on our shoulders, so much that i can't even handle extra. i'm going to die of hiding my true feelings, i can feel it already. it seems like he's more opt to priortizing taking care of his family (parents and siblings) before his little family. then he has other things he wants to add to burden my life that i can't speak about to him or its going to be really bad, he might just take my kids away from me. im here holding on to a string, just for my kids.i love my husband but i cant live his complicated life..but what stresses me is that i can't get out of it, and i keep having this overwhelming burning (almost like i'm crying and screaming inside) feeling. if my kids were old enough to take care of themselves, i would get out, otherwise, i feel like someday soon im going to die from holding so much inside and letting it continuously burn and hurt me.
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replied July 15th, 2011
too much burden for me to handle
i want someone to talk to, im going crazy inside, it burns really bad--this depression inside me is buring with anxiety, hatred, needing attention, and so many more. i just need help. i know what can help me get out of this situation happy, however i can't make it happen because i can't loose my kids. my husband has so much responsibility he puts on our shoulders, so much that i can't even handle extra. i'm going to die of hiding my true feelings, i can feel it already. it seems like he's more opt to priortizing taking care of his family (parents and siblings) before his little family. then he has other things he wants to add to burden my life that i can't speak about to him or its going to be really bad, he might just take my kids away from me. im here holding on to a string, just for my kids.i love my husband but i cant live his complicated life..but what stresses me is that i can't get out of it, and i keep having this overwhelming burning (almost like i'm crying and screaming inside) feeling. if my kids were old enough to take care of themselves, i would get out, otherwise, i feel like someday soon im going to die from holding so much inside and letting it continuously burn and hurt me.
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replied August 25th, 2011
For all of these people in this thread who are depressed, and want to die, you must not end your life!Talk to your family and friends; i am sure that ehy will do everything that they can in order to help you with your life and remove any problems and troubles you may have with it. Also, get psychiatric and call a suicide hotline, like some of these of this website http://suicidehotlines.com/), as they to will be able to help you to remove all troubles and problems from your life . Do not kill yourself! You have so much to live for in the future!
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replied September 4th, 2011
I hate my life. It's pretty simple. Nothing works out for me. I always end up gettin hurt, or screwed over, or lied to, and I'm done. I'm done with the bull of life.
I feel this way weekly, and I have on and off for the Past 2 years. I doesn't go away, or get better. It only gets worse. I've tried to stay positive, and remain social and look on the bright side, but enough is enough. I'm alone, miserable, and my friends and parents get mad at me whenever I begin to talk about my depression or the problems in my life. Sometimes they think their helping, but they never are. I'm tired of living like this. It was this way through high school, but not it seems as if its not going away anytime soon. With all the pain I go through now, killing myself sure does sound like a nice alternative. It's tempting, and sometimes I just sit there, with a bottle of pills, or a knife up to my throat or wrists. I dont want therapy, I've tried it, and no results. I've been on 2 medications and neither have worked as their supposed to. I tried self improvement and activity in daily life. But now, I'm done, I just want it to end.
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replied October 17th, 2011
I hate my life (depression)
I hate my life too! i'm a burden to my family. I hate to live. i cant die too becoz i m the only son to my parents. if i commit suicide, they ll be heart broken.
i m jobless stil. stil dependent on my parents. they curse me at times that i m not fit for anything.

I feel like i wanna walk into deep forest and lie down there luking at the sky and to shed into tears! this is how it feels. can any one help me in this issue? Sad(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((( (((
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replied November 12th, 2011
I hate my life
Hi,
I really hate my self, i hate my life...but i dont have any reason for that. Every morning i start my day with all good things, the things that make me happy ,the dress i like,the breakfirst i like to have every thing. but by afternoon i get bored of myself. i feel like i'm alone, if at that moment anyone do or talk something against me I cant stop myself crying eventhough it will be a silly reason i start crying. th ereasons would be like this my team mates are not cooperating withme or if i lost my pen anything..... it makes me cry. i dont know how to come out of this.. even now i'm in the same situation.I will talk to everyone and cracking jokes if i'm feeling fine but when i'm depressed i keep myself away from everyone. i always feel lonely may be its just becoz i dont share my feelings with anyone and i dont believe people that they will understand my feelings. I feel like there is no one in the world who can understand meand who will stand in support for me when i'm in need.
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replied November 26th, 2011
just fail and kill yourself
i want to
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replied November 29th, 2011
i am screwed
Hi ....I am in a soup ...I just wish I could run away from everything....I have lied to everyone ....just to keep 'em happy and not worried...I have fixed up myself..dont know how to get free .....Arranged marriage ...will make my parents happy ...love marriage will make him happy ...but me ...i will be happy ..if my marriage is arranged with him ..he is not from my caste...
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replied November 29th, 2011
i am screwed
Hi ....I am in a soup ...I just wish I could run away from everything....I have lied to everyone ....just to keep 'em happy and not worried...I have fixed up myself..dont know how to get free .....Arranged marriage ...will make my parents happy ...love marriage will make him happy ...but me ...i will be happy ..if my marriage is arranged with him ..he is not from my caste...
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replied January 19th, 2012
me
i think im ugly. im the ugliest person in the world, i hate my body, i hate my arms, i hate everything.
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replied June 3rd, 2012
ask ur mother
u can never be ugly. ask ur mother she will tell u how good u r. do something good in life and make urself proud.you will then understand that ur not ugly
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replied January 19th, 2012
i think im ugly. im the ugliest person in the world, i hate my body, i hate my arms, i hate everything.
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replied March 4th, 2012
You must check your horoscope sign to know your real self!!!!trust me i have been in th same thing you are now but once you discover your true powers and limits throught astrology than you have control from your felings.

I think you are Cancer sign or pisces
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replied April 15th, 2012
I hate my life two heres the reasons

1) Iv lost my baby cousin
2) I get bullied
3) My dream was to be a singer i was singing since i was 4 hoping id get noticed but im now 12 and still terrible!
4)i have no friends to hang out with
5)i got rejected by the one girl i really had strong feelings for THE FIRST ONE !

and thats them i just dont know what to do with myself im sitting here crying right now as i type D':
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replied June 29th, 2012
I'm twice your age, but I remember what it was like to be twelve. I didn't have any real friends then either, so I know how you feel. It's a tough age to be; you're just starting to grow up and trying to find yourself, but other kids are shallow jerks at that age. Things will eventually get better though.
Don't lose hope about your singing ability. You're still very young, most people who have a career in music don't get 'discovered' until their late teens or twenties. So just keep practicing, keep working toward your goals and don't give up. You have time to improve.
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replied April 26th, 2012
My life:

Is life worth living if u wake up every day and wish u didn't wake up any more.
Is life worth living if u don't want to live this life anymore.
Is life worth living if u don't want to feel this pain and sadness anymore.
If life worth living if u feel depressed every day for the last 5 years.
I don't want to live this life any more but there's no way out and I wake up every day and wish I didn't wake up and it make me sad that I'm still alive, wen I dont want to live. Why do I have to feel like this for? Why me god? Why me? I cried so much that now wen I cry there ant no emotion. Life's hard but what's harder is to live this life and why do I have to wake up everyday in this life. I don't wish I woke up and everything was a dream, I wish I Neva wake up again. It's sad for me to think like this and feel like this but u can't help the way u feel or think. I hate that I think to my self too much and I just want my brain to stop thinking for one minuet. If it wasn't for my mum this life would of ended time ago.
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replied April 26th, 2012
My life:

Is life worth living if u wake up every day and wish u didn't wake up any more.
Is life worth living if u don't want to live this life anymore.
Is life worth living if u don't want to feel this pain and sadness anymore.
If life worth living if u feel depressed every day for the last 5 years.
I don't want to live this life any more but there's no way out and I wake up every day and wish I didn't wake up and it make me sad that I'm still alive, wen I dont want to live. Why do I have to feel like this for? Why me god? Why me? I cried so much that now wen I cry there ant no emotion. Life's hard but what's harder is to live this life and why do I have to wake up everyday in this life. I don't wish I woke up and everything was a dream, I wish I Neva wake up again. It's sad for me to think like this and feel like this but u can't help the way u feel or think. I hate that I think to my self too much and I just want my brain to stop f***ing thinking for one minuet. If it wasn't for my mum this life would of ended time ago.
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replied April 29th, 2012
I hate my life too.I never get anything I want.
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