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March 11th, 2013
me want to kill me
i really need help my mum is such a pain like the first submition i want to kill myself and i hate my mum cause when i didnt want to kill myself she tried to kill me what should i do
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replied March 13th, 2013
If i knew you, I would give you a hug, cus i need 1 2.
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replied March 13th, 2013
I know how ya feel man.... its never easy for anyone to have a good day but the most important thing that I've learn for the past 15 years of torment from school , family and financial also desire to finally have something is to be happy yes <<< be happy >>> yes i know life is a Bi*ch but you've got to remember that you are much different from the rest and that the best also follow your dreams if you have one.
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replied March 13th, 2013
I know how ya feel man.... its never easy for anyone to have a good day but the most important thing that I've learn for the past 15 years of torment from school , family and financial also desire to finally have something is to be happy yes <<< be happy >>> yes i know life is a Bi*ch but you've got to remember that you are much different from the rest and that the best also follow your dreams if you have one.
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replied March 15th, 2013
Same here friend.
I feel the same way, I always get forced to do something too. :'(
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replied March 16th, 2013
life sucks. yay.
I'm not a normal person, I know that and my family and friends know that. And what I mean by that is that I never do things that others would expect me to. I just turned 20, and the night before I locked myself in my room and just cried because I realised so much about my life. One thing I realised is that I don't want to study anymore. But my family isn't the sort of family you tell that to. Moreover, I just hate my life. Right now I'm crying because I know what I want but it just seems like there's nothing I can do to get it. Everyone, and I mean everyone is expecting me to become a doctor, and at one point in my life I had the same expectations. But life changes and so do you, and now I'm in a position that isn't ideal in the slightest. I get that my life is backwards, but what I'm holding onto is that in order for things to get better for me, things had to become a bit worst. Life sucks, but that's just life. Maybe one day when I reach (hopefully) my goals, I can look back at this as a strong point in my life. I really hope I do.
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replied March 26th, 2013
Child Abuse...
I hate my life so much. Honestly I want to die. I know that's not the answer to my problem but it's true. I live with my grandma and She treats me really really REALLY bad. She cusses at me, she slaps my face really hard, she pulls my hair, she pushes me,or she tells on me, and she threatens me by telling me shes going to pack me up and send me to "Foster Care!"
She makes me cry a lot shes been hitting me for 9 years now and I'm really scared of her, I'm frightened of her. I always try to make her happy. But she just doesnt get it. I hate when she puts her hands on me I'm only 14 I don't even look 14. Shes 72 and she hits me so hard. I'm always saying sorry to her for nothing. Shes never said shes sorry to me in her life. She always puts me down, and I guess it makes her feel better by putting her hands on me. Every sense i lived with her she put me in really bad depression. I Hide my depression. I act like I'm happy but I'm really not. My heart is broken ripped into pieces and the only way it will be fixed is that she needs to stop putting her hands on me and calling me cuss words, and she needs to stop getting mad at me for no reason. Today 3/26/2013 8:00 I just got slapped in the face by her. Because she asked me if She had my phone and i said yes and I gently took it out of her hand like she wanted me to and she said i snatched it from her. She slapped my face two times and called me A fing Bi... she put me in great tears i was crying so hard she told me i should be on my knees telling her i was sorry. I told her i didn't even snatch it from her. Guys she really scares me I feel like running away, but that's also my fear. I am grateful that I'm in a house with food water and clothes, but shes makes my life miserable. Literally my life is just horrible. I pray to god to help me, i need to get out of this chaos shes putting me through. She thinks that I'm going to make her have a heart attack. But no shes putting all this on herself. By making herself mad. Shes been hitting me ever sense I was 6 years old, and I'm now 14. I'm even to scared to stick up for myself. If I tell her to stop she'll slap my face 5 more times. And then if i try to say something she still slaps me. It's horrible T.T I'm to scared of her. I'm sad everyday and she doesnt even know it. :,(
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replied March 26th, 2013
I hate my life so much. Honestly I want to die. I know that's not the answer to my problem but it's true. I live with my grandma and She treats me really really REALLY bad. She cusses at me, she slaps my face really hard, she pulls my hair, she pushes me,or she tells on me, and she threatens me by telling me shes going to pack me up and send me to "Foster Care!"
She makes me cry a lot shes been hitting me for 9 years now and I'm really scared of her, I'm frightened of her. I always try to make her happy. But she just doesn’t get it. I hate when she puts her hands on me I'm only 14 I don't even look 14. Shes 72 and she hits me so hard. I'm always saying sorry to her for nothing. Shes never said shes sorry to me in her life. She always puts me down, and I guess it makes her feel better by putting her hands on me. Every sense i lived with her she put me in really bad depression. I Hide my depression. I act like I'm happy but I'm really not. My heart is broken ripped into pieces and the only way it will be fixed is that she needs to stop putting her hands on me and calling me cuss words, and she needs to stop getting mad at me for no reason. Today 3/26/2013 8:00 I just got slapped in the face by her. Because she asked me if She had my phone and i said yes and I gently took it out of her hand like she wanted me to and she said i snatched it from her. She slapped my face two times and called me A fing Bi... she put me in great tears i was crying so hard she told me i should be on my knees telling her i was sorry. I told her i didn't even snatch it from her. Guys she really scares me I feel like running away, but that's also my fear. I am grateful that I'm in a house with food water and clothes, but shes makes my life miserable. Literally my life is just horrible. I pray to god to help me, i need to get out of this chaos shes putting me through. She thinks that I'm going to make her have a heart attack. But no shes putting all this on herself. By making herself mad. Shes been hitting me ever sense I was 6 years old, and I'm now 14. I'm even to scared to stick up for myself. If I tell her to stop she'll slap my face 5 more times. And then if i try to say something she still slaps me. It's horrible T.T I'm to scared of her. I'm sad everyday and she doesn’t even know it. :,(
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replied April 9th, 2013
Music keeps the depression lowkey
I at times hate my life but then i think of people who have it much worse and that makes me feel better temporarily until, I feel stupid , idiotic, and just wanting to die but not suicidal ,that moment when you just want to leave from everything and have a handy ipod with u for music ,just music.Music is my best friend , it keeps me alive. Wish me luck y'all
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replied April 9th, 2013
its always stinks for me you would think i should be use to it by now been going on since 1995
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replied April 11th, 2013
why me
I feel like my husband hates me and I am always an F up.... Anything that happens is my fault... I was in a car accident a few years ago pending lawsuit and was dependent on pain pills... I took a big girl pill and went thru detox because I didn't want to spend my life a zombie... However, I have a take a muscle relaxer that has no narcotic to help me sleep because of my back issues... Yet he still thinks I'm a drug attic... I cannot win in this situation... I don't want to die... But I'm tired of being treated as a child... or being accused of a drug addict to which I'm not.... this is my problem
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replied April 15th, 2013
Long story short. I have a miserable life, I know things won't get better because my dad has already planned the rest of my life, I am going to hang myself,
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replied April 15th, 2013
I spend all of my time either working a dead end job or taking shitty classes at a community college I was forced to go too I have no girlfriend or friends all I've done in months is sleep work or go to school I today is my 19 birthday and the only present I got was from myself I spent all day sleeping and crying it's not my parents fault they try there best I just keep making things worse for them I don't talk to them alot because all I see when they look at me is disappointment in there eyes and no one knows how I feel everyone just see's me as a burnout Stoner I live my life with a crushing loneliness that only weed can cure
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replied April 15th, 2013
I spend all of my time either working a dead end job or taking shitty classes at a community college I was forced to go too I have no girlfriend or friends all I've done in months is sleep work or go to school I today is my 19 birthday and the only present I got was from myself I spent all day sleeping and crying it's not my parents fault they try there best I just keep making things worse for them I don't talk to them alot because all I see when they look at me is disappointment in there eyes and no one knows how I feel everyone just see's me as a burnout Stoner I live my life with a crushing loneliness that only weed can cure
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replied April 16th, 2013
i hope i can go back to school or college believe me life is much harder after that you have to build your carrier but here is my story, i have been working for 4 years 1 year as an IT admin then promoted and moved to HR as the attendance system admin actually i handleded the project as the project manager then finished it within 6 months then i managed it alone for 3 years from A to Z now they brought a new guy with half of my education and experience and they told me to hand the system over to him and train him with no valid reason problem is i know that his experience and CV is fake and they gave him better salary and grade than me, well imagin you worked you ass off for soo long for nothing then a shitty guy with relations come and take the cake
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replied April 16th, 2013
i hope i can go back to school or college believe me life is much harder after that you have to build your carrier but here is my story, i have been working for 4 years 1 year as an IT admin then promoted and moved to HR as the attendance system admin actually i handleded the project as the project manager then finished it within 6 months then i managed it alone for 3 years from A to Z now they brought a new guy with half of my education and experience and they told me to hand the system over to him and train him with no valid reason problem is i know that his experience and CV is fake and they gave him better salary and grade than me, well imagin you worked you ass off for soo long for nothing then a shitty guy with relations come and take the cake
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replied April 16th, 2013
i hope i can go back to school or college believe me life is much harder after that you have to build your carrier but here is my story, i have been working for 4 years 1 year as an IT admin then promoted and moved to HR as the attendance system admin actually i handleded the project as the project manager then finished it within 6 months then i managed it alone for 3 years from A to Z now they brought a new guy with half of my education and experience and they told me to hand the system over to him and train him with no valid reason problem is i know that his experience and CV is fake and they gave him better salary and grade than me, well imagin you worked you ass off for soo long for nothing then a shitty guy with relations come and take the cake
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replied April 24th, 2013
Feeling like crap every day!!
My life might not be worse than many of yours but i still feel really depressed with youtube being my only friend. But really its my school thats the problem, im in my final year and the teachers are so strict. uniforms, no music, no fun... every day is just trouble and the teachers have been noted of my mental issues but still do nothing to help. And my little brother is always being an annoying little c*nt, whenever i dream about him theres a knife in his belly and im holding it, making me happy for a few minutes.
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replied May 2nd, 2013
v00d00cita wrote:
Welcome to the forum.

Do you know what makes you feel like that?

I hate my life. My mom is so over protective it's unbelievable. I am 17 getting less freedom than 8yr olds. My mom doesn't let me watch any rated "r" movies, play any rated"m" games, I have can't go outside on day-Thursday all I can do is study and read books (but I do sneak tv every now and then), my mom doesn't let me add any girl numbers on my phone only guys, she still checks my phone(both only and my actual phone o see contacts), when I am outside isn't stay outside past 9:00 while everyone is still out having a freakin ball out there playing basketball and everything. My dad doesn't agree with anything my mom says or does but he says that he's not gonna defend me or my friends over my mom. My friends always old me that if there mom was like mine they would say that"they are going outside and then left" I don't even know what my mom would do to me if I said and did all of that. My best friend who I consider my brother is Cory I always tell him everything. I told him about my life but he always has my back. I tell him everything that goes on and that I'm going to kill myself but he always tells me that"that's bull and you know it"he always tells me to wait it out but I don't know how much longer I can wait.
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replied May 4th, 2013
Sick of everything
I hate my life im sick of waking up everyday to the same stupid routine i dont know what i want to do with my life even if i figured it out i wouldnt be able to acheive it i just feel so useless at everything and thats not exaggerating i used to have good self confidence butjsut things like school projects i struggleso much with and cant seem to get started and everyone else is doing just fine and im failing and i just get so stressed out about itso i distract myslef to calm down but then i never get anything done so i cant sleep and get anxiety attacks not to mention i have ocd so its just making my life i bit more annoying and im just so sick of everything, sometimes i just want to ly in a ball and stay there but i cant even do that because i have no time and cant sleep D=
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