please answer this if you read it, i would really like your opinions and guidance.
i was anorexic for the past 2-3 years, it began from medication that took away my appetite, and weight started falling off without effort. when i got so many positive reactions, i just kept going, and got used to eating one meal a day.
it has been around 10 months since i abandoned skipping meals intentionally. however, i have shrunken my stomach from years of starving and now i can't ever finish any meal that i order. and i still don't have much of an appetite. so i don't eat unless i am hungry.
THIS IS MY PROBLEM: while i am no longer intentionally depriving myself from food, i don't crave food the way i see to, i have to remind myself to eat a lot of the time bc I've gotten accustomed to not eating much. i have painful stomach aches and vomit involuntarily almost everyday. lots of the time its all just water. when i vomit, i get painful cramps and sometimes a stabbing unbearable white hot pain in my heart. i want to emphasize that i am a healthy weight and am not vomiting intentionally. is there anything i can do to help my stomach stop rejecting food? i feel like i have damaged it beyond repair... the doctors i have seen for this all said its either acid reflux or ulcers, but they don't know about my history of anorexia. does anyone have any constructive advice???