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I Havent Got the Energy Anymore

Hi, I cant even be bothered to write this, cos my thoughts are way to deep to put into words. I cant / havent got the exitment in me to live any more, nothing or noone is gunna change how I feel.
Ive had 4 blood tests cos I feel ill every week, im enimic, and I cant be arsed to fight any more infections. Im fat, I wanna be skinny I wanna be anorexic, I tried for a child but I couldnt get pregnant, I tried with the good job, I tried it aint 4 me. I got a house, I found a love, I found a step child, I have it allll but it aint doing crap all 4 me. I need to get out.
Give me words, songs, lyrics, poems, pictures and ill relate. But give me a human and it !**@! me up, big crowds, partys,no no no.
Booze, weed and drugs on my own in my car with my thoughts sitting on the edge of the world watching the tiny un important lives being lived is where I belong. Not now but never. Ha ha
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replied February 23rd, 2019
Thank you for asking at Ehealth forum!

I read your question and I understand your concern.
These symptoms are consistent with depressive illness. You would need antidepressants to settle this issue.
I hope it helps. Stay in touch with your healthcare provider for further guidance as our answers are just for education and counselling purposes and cannot be an alternative to actual visit to a doctor.
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