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I Cut Myself Too Feel Alive, And Let Out My Emotions.

Hello everyone
my name is sarah and I am 13.
I am new here.
Since I was 8 I have had self harm, I found out that I could suck my arms and blood would come out. This felt good since I felt I was real and this wasnt just some memory or dream.
Then when I was 10 I started using razors and glass, I started cutting on my legs, then arms, then chest and now its stomach and neck.
When I was 4 my parents divorced it was harder on me than my sister as I was closer too my father.
When he was reunited in the uk, from missing 5 years of my life, he came back in the year 2001.
I wish he never did all he has done since ive knew him or since the divorce he has been a physco!
Anyway, im not going too blabber on about my life story,
i havent cut since 6 months ago, but now I have done a terrible thing and cut my neck, is was impaled deeply, and I almost died, but when I cut myself, I felt the anger going out of my blood, and I felt like I was real and alive.
I was referred earlier on in my self harm too a clinic, were they havent succeeded too help me. When I cut myself I feel real and just like thats the only option too do! Im on the urge of cutting and cutting and cutting! What should I do!? Thanks for reading. Sarah :d
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replied October 11th, 2005
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the Power of Prayer
Are u religious at all? If u are please pray a little harder. If u arent my prayers go out towards you.
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replied October 11th, 2005
Re: the Power of Prayer
verypregnant wrote:
are u religious at all? If u are please pray a little harder. If u arent my prayers go out towards you.

i am a christian, I pray when I need to? And pray at dinner time.
And thanks
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