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Severe symptoms of possibly Stress/Anxiety/Depression?!

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So- I've looked this up multiple times. I know, I know; Google is your friend. But it seems to me, that not everyone's story matches with my own and everyone gets a different diagnosis.

Recently I haven't been eating a lot. I LOVE food. I do not eat a lot of carbs (On the Low Carb High Fat Eating Lifestyle), but I do eat a lot of meat and veggies. I always eat when I'm hungry and I usually can eat quite a bit if I'm hungry enough. I am so carnivorous that I eat meat daily. The thing is that lately, I can't eat breakfast. It started a month ago when I made some eggs when a friend was over and she saw me start to gag after I ate them, I had no clue what was wrong with me! My portion of breakfast began to get smaller and smaller until I just stopped eating breakfast altogether because the gagging happened EVERY time.

One morning I was really hungry so I thought,"Well I'll just eat a bit of salami to fill me up." I took two pieces and had a feeling the gagging was going to start, but I didn't mind as long as I held the food in to keep the nutrients there. My parents are still asleep when I leave for school- so it's not like they've seen the gagging at all- but surprisingly- my mother got up.

Then of course, the gagging started and it got so bad that my food came back up (I only ate two small thumb sized round pieces of salami) and she told me to stay home and sleep- the day before that I had asked her to pick me up from school because my stomach was extremely tender to the touch and if someone poked anywhere around on my abdomen, it felt like they were poking a really bad bruise. Same with hugs, they hurt so badly to have someone's arms wrap around my abdomen.

My mother threatened to send me to a treatment center for anorexia or an eating disorder but- I'M NOT HUNGRY! She told me over and over to eat the steak in the fridge and so I finally gave in and microwaved it. Usually- I love steak. But when I pulled that steak out of the microwave and smelled it- I wanted to gag, the meat smelled so bad and unappetizing.

All other foods that I loved or love seeing are no longer an interest to me, I feel utterly blank looking at foods I used to love. My throat has also been tight and sore for a couple of months now, and it's getting worse. One day in class my throat practically just- ZIP- closed all the way and my body began to hack as if to cough but it couldn't. It was in computer class, so it was extremely quiet and I was trying not to make noise as my airways were practically cut off at the most random moment.

I've had an ulcer before, I believe it was from acid reflux though (which I get, but haven't gotten recently since I don't really take interest in carbs anymore) and I don't want to go to the doctor's to check these symptoms out. I don't want to go to a treatment center because despite my mom's furious beliefs that I'm a terrible child who's killing herself purposefully, I really do like eating and I just want all this to go away. I'm happy and there's nothing wrong with me in the emotional life I think; although I tend to be tired and I'll wake up multiple times in the night if I go to bed early- so I have to stay up extremely late so that my body is too tired to wake me up 5 times during a single night/morning.

Someone, diagnose me please. Or at least make a prediction of what is exactly going wrong? Or how I can fix this? Thank you.

Note: Anxiety and depression do run deep in my family.
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replied May 13th, 2014
Well,it never hurts to go for an expert advised. Since,depression runs in your family. That's really alarming so do something ahead of time before it gets worst.
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replied June 2nd, 2014
Did anything happen one month ago? Do you feel more anxious or depressed lately? The suddenness of the onset makes me feel like it is not anxiety or depression related. It sounds like there is something wrong with your digestive system. Only a specialist would be able to diagnose this, sorry I don't think you will be able to fix it without going to a doctor or naturopath so they can run blood tests and see what is going on. Good luck!
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