Pretty and Sweet, but no friends and no love life

I cry everyday behind closed doors and smile when I go out so that nobody knows how much I hurt b/c I have no friends and no loving man in my life. I'm tired of celebrating holidays taking vacations by myself. How did I get here I often wonder. One day at a time I guess. I'm in my 30s and I have turned into a shy and sad person b/c I cant meet a decent guy and I have no friends to go out with or talk to. I feel like I have no life and I'm waiting on God to bless me with a nice friend to hang out with and better yet a great guy to marry me one day. I have not had sex or love in many years and I'm trying to be patient for the right guy but its hard and it gets lonely especially when it seems like everyone else has someone. People always look at me strange b/c I'm in my 30s with no children and no husband. I'm smart, caring, ethical, loving, giving, always told how pretty/beautiful I am and yet I cant meet anyone that has ever made an effort to be my friend. I'm hoping I may even meet a friend on here. So many people alone, yet so many people together in the world. I just wished I was not in the alone pile.