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pregnant with severe hiv anxiety

My story is quite long.
I have not had many partners and I have never used drugs but for years I have had an extreme fear of hiv. I also suffer from depression and anxiety. Recently I became pregnant. This pregnancy is unplanned. Almost immediately I thought about hiv. My doctor does not do routine blood work until 12 weeks of pregnancy. I felt I could not wait that long so I purchased an oraquick in store test. On the inside of these tests there is a developer solution and testing stick both individually packaged. I can not remember because I was nervous but I fear that the testing stick used to swab my gums may have been tampered with and contaminated with infectious bodily fluids. Since the mouth is a mucous membrane I fear I was exposed from swiping it across my gums. Also since the testing stick was inside packaging on the inside of the box, I fear the the infectious fluids may have been wet still (exposed to little if any oxygen) keeping it active to transmit.

I tested again 3 weeks after this because I have been consumed by anxiety and fear. It was negative. I have read that pregnant women are more likely to get false positives so I'm scared while continuing to test up until the 12 week mark, that I will get a false positive and my anxiety will go even more out of control. But if I don't keep testing I am left to deal with this hiv related anxiety that does not seem to go away! I know that I am putting so much stress on my unborn baby from being so stressed myself. I feel like this is a nightmare I can't get out of and have no one to turn to! I have a therapist but that has not seemed to help at all. I just want to be sure my baby and I are both healthy. I need help.
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replied June 13th, 2014
Welcome to e health forum.

Unless you have a HIV infected partner (Status confirmed by tests), there is no need to be worried about HIV infection.

If you are still concerned, you can consult your doctor and get a HIV 4TH Generation ELISA test, which can clear all your doubts and help you to enjoy your pregnancy.

Also please continue to work with your therapist, so that proper control of your anxiety or paranoic behavior can be achieved.

I hope this helps.
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