ok, late to the party but sorry.
In truth....there is no answer.
Will you get better...yes!!! Will you be like the old you......no!!!
You will think too much when you have time on your hands about how things arent right yet you wont realise how normal you are when you are busy.
Personally....I struggle a little being motivated to go out socially at times. If its a big...or what I view a big event I will try to dodge it if I have the choice. If its something small and unplanned I usually enjoy myself. Strange but its the build up to things that put me off.
I also have a very social job at times and if I have been talking to alot of people in the day I just want to go home and lock myself away. Im sure that is normal though.
To sum it up in my opinion.
I worry about myself and peoples opinions of me. In truth im ok and people around me dont view me as strange as I think they do. If I have one word of advice.....push your self. Push your self to go out with friends. you will enjoy yourself. Push yourself to do the normal things, thats what makes you normal. but dont be afraid to worry and feel down. Its natural. Just dont let it swamp all your emotions and time.
The way you judge yourself is much worse than the way anyone you know judges you. Remember that!!!