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i am in a relationship with a fantastic lady, we have two kids ( 2 and 6months)
I cant seem to bond with our youngest son, which in turn is tearing us up.
I have been feeling for ages I no longer can cope with life anymore, I seem to be pushing my partner further and further away, it seems like all I want is to have sex all the time and when this does not happen I am so fed up and horrible. I have been seeing a nurse and a doc because of my mental health state but feel I am getting worse. I am starting to be more drawn into my self and not talk or enjoy life as much as I used to. I have had several suicidal thoughts of my own which I struggle to deal with more and more, I am scared that one day soon I will not be able to shrug these thoughts off and it will be too late. I do not want to loose my partner or my kids, something bad will happen I can feel it everyday now and do not know where to turn next.

What can I realisticaly do next that wont hurt anyone or make me all alone in this world?
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replied May 15th, 2010
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Hi tiko and welcome to ehealth: My best advice is to get some serious help...The thing about your post that triggered my alert was bonding with your youngest son...I do not know how your insurance works, but I think you should look into a facility that can help you find the right road back in life...Don't shrug these things off...This is your cry for help...I send you my best wishes...

Caroline
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