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i get so scared im 15 and like at this moment i think people are watching me like they are standing outside my house but no one is there and i hate to think things in school because i think ppl are reading my mind. and i think my friends in school r watching me at all times no matter what im doing even when im at home. and when i try to think about it it makes me twitch my head and i dont no what to do can anyone help me Question
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replied March 5th, 2010
Think realisticly how do you matterintheir life. Not sayin you don't but I'm sure thres much better things that they have to do. I know how you feel though when I was 12i thought girls watched me through the mirror in my bathroom lawlz. Things have gotten alot worse since then but I just try to keep it realistic
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replied March 5th, 2010
Think realisticly how do you matterintheir life. Not sayin you don't but I'm sure thres much better things that they have to do. I know how you feel though when I was 12i thought girls watched me through the mirror in my bathroom lawlz. Things have gotten alot worse since then but I just try to keep it realistic
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replied March 5th, 2010
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replied March 5th, 2010
I get that too. If you can I would talk to your doctor about it. These could be delusions which can be a sign of psychosis. Good luck.
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replied April 21st, 2010
dude i used to think the same things in school man. I'm glad i'm not alone on that. i ended up being diagnosed with schizophrenia later on in my early twenties. i'm 29 now and i'm glad i'm on medication. I thought people through the TV could read my mind.
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replied April 27th, 2010
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Dude, whatever, that is not a freaking sign of psychosis, well maybe it is, if we in fact have no flipping idea what psychosis really is.

Mind reading must be possible, because something is living in my head and talking to me alot, mind reading has to be possible if that can happen right? or maybe it's an illusion. Well, regardless there is something invisible living in my head and it knows what Im thinking.
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replied April 28th, 2010
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woops wrote:
... Well, regardless there is something invisible living in my head and it knows what Im thinking.


Well, if that bothers you that much, why don't you simply ask for help Question Or are you so convinced that you know better than someone who is truly able to offer it to you 4you Question

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replied May 11th, 2010
mind reading
omg thats exactly what i think but it goes a little deeper cause then i start to think of a whole other society that was meant to watch me and make sure im calm somehoe because in a way i control the atmosphere of the people around me oh man is this crazy or wht??
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replied May 11th, 2010
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They'reeeeeeeeeeee herrrrrrrrrreeeeeeee.

No one has ever seen poltergeist or what?
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replied May 11th, 2010
I think the exact same thing...I think that what I''m thinking in my mind is being said out loud some how and I always think people are peeking through my window at night so I''m constantly looking out to make sure there is nobody there. I also sort of think that everyone is in on it...
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replied September 6th, 2010
Mind Reading
People can read your mind if you are unable to read peoples minds...to put it simply. People who can read minds won't admit to it and even your parents won't admit to it and will take you to a psychologist/psychiatrist to get you on drugs or send you away to be locked up for FEAR of death. Blood is thicker than water is just a few words in the real world... you don't matter that much.
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replied December 23rd, 2011
I understand and feel the same way sometimes. I feel like either my thoughts are being projected so that others can read them, or that everyone is invading my mind and reading it (one person in particular.) It also seems possible that mind reading is common, kept secret from people like me who cannot defend their own minds, and used on me, (or us), and the inferior minority (if I am not the only one.)
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replied December 24th, 2011
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You are on to something there my friend.

Yes the inferior majority is what I call it though, if we are going by numbers anyway.

Alot of things are kept secret actually.
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replied February 11th, 2012
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I dont think goforitdude is a politically correct way to address yourself to a pschizophrenic. You have no idea whats on their mind. I am pschizophrenic and it instantly made me think something bad. Perhaps its just that a pshizo is more likely to have thought out every likely scenario or situation in their mind. So that might be the root cause for thinking people read your mind. Because you HAVE thought what they said before. So when they say it it triggers your memory and you think they heard you say it in your mind. The television talks to me, I ask in my head and it answers, I also notice that when I'm around people who talk too much I find it irritating and have to excuse myself. There's enough talk in my head, I dont want to ask for advice or help because chances are they would institutionalize me. So I just keep to myself and stay on my meds.
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replied February 11th, 2012
Try this, everytime you hear a voice. picture a door slamming in that persons face and forget it. Then move on to the next voice, if it doesnt sound like the real you, slam it in their face. Keep going until there is silence. Then stay on your meds and repeat when necessary and avoid talking alot because you know it will bother you later. See there I diagnosed and thought of ways to treat myself. I only see a med doctor. I dont like to talk to shrinks because thats what they do, shrink your thoughts of power.
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replied February 12th, 2012
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Now, I've said too much. The television said to me last night, the reason I'm hearing them aloud throught the T.V. is because I kept cutting them off in my mind. So I guess they found another way to irritate me. I actually had a man at a clothing store I won't mention actually keep talking to his wife louder, saying " Oh no, you're gonna hear this as they moved closer toward me because I had moved away from their conversation. Am I someone on the run, why did they chase me just because I didnt want to listen. Who are these people and if I was a criminal, it means they just got made for some kind of pursuer. Like I said, it's best to just keep your mouth closed.
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replied March 7th, 2012
Do a 180.

The purpose of this "being watched", is to demean you.
The purpose of this "mind reading", is to demean you.

It's all arranged such that others give the impression that they have the upper hand. This is done to only those who are bright enough to be above them in the long run, if not stopped now.

So like I said, do a 180.

YOU ARE THE BOSS, not them.
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replied February 27th, 2013
reality or condition?
Ive gone through so much this past year thinking people can read my mind. Im on medication and the symptoms are practically gone. I hate to put stuff in peoples head because they can be very vulnerable to it, but I used to think people on tv could read my mind and thought it was some form of time traveling...weird. I didnt want to believe it so I tried figuring out a way to get reactions that could prove my mind was being read, so i began to imagine myself next to someone on tv as they were talking or whatever it was they were doing in a paticular scene to see what would happen. As I did it often the reactions seemed real as the person on television would look and turn the way I imagined myself to be and I remember their reactions used to be "I neef to leave, it doesnt feel right" which I today believe all of it was coincidental. There were also two other times that made me strongly believe there was a group of people who were in charge of having my mind read. They would contantly yell out "you're dead!" Because it was hard to control thoughts since all you're thinking is hoping that you dont think of the wrong things which makes you end up thinking of the worst things possible. This lasted for months, so I basically learned how to just accept it and live with it. Another weird thing is that i use to have a weird pain in my throat everytime i drank something. It felt like i was swallowing a pill type of thing, ive had that problem for awhile, hot foods might have caused it. So i remember feeling zapping pains on my upper spine and I immediatly thought they were harrassing or torturing me, until noticed the swallowing a pill sensation was gone. I for some reason got excited. I started drinking glass after glass of water letting them know where to fix my problem. And it seemed very convincing that they were healing a part of my body. Right away I tjought they can probably heal a personal problem that ive had for awhile...and tjat was the burning sensation I had when peeing. Before I knew it it didnt burn! This caused me to think what else they can do...so me being a male I asked the female voice in my head if she could make "it bigger" I think I remember saying that paticular moment that she could, but it didnt happen. Few days passed and it was dark out and it popped in my mind as an idea, I didnt explain it with words but I would think people understood what I understood even without proper input of words in sentences. So I thought about making it big again, and I swear I heard this girl say "ill make it bigger!" Begore I knew it it wad getting bigger altight.....but not how I expected, she was actually making it errect as if I was being arroused without the proper form of being turned on. It hurt like a........I could not make this up. I promise to God. Another experience was when I was using the restroom while taking a poop. I heard a man talking that I was used to hearing say, "ill help you poop" and all of the sudden it had gotten easier for me to poop, it would come out without a struggle then of course it made me tjink what else could they do with this technology. The dumbest thought came to mind and started thinking if it was possible thst they can close my anal hole. I was hoping that tjis wasnt possible but come to find out, I just gave them a great idea and I couldnt poop anymore! I started screaming as it made me furious. My parents got concerned but didnt make a big deal out of it as they just took it as if I was just constipated. I really dont kno what to believe. Oh and they also mentioned that they did it because they fiund it funny, which made me even more furious. I dont even remember if I wiped my asd or not but I just gave up thinking it wad impossible to go poop with my ass closed together. Im pretty sure they put it back to how it was as i dont remember it being hard to poop the next time I went to the restroom. Oh yeah I also had a small hemroid that I found wasnt there anymore, made me think they healed that too. The way I knew they were healing something in my body was that I would feel a zapping pain of radiation or something, when tjey wete healing my penis the radiation was very very very strong to the point where being schizo or anything of that sort couldnt make up. During the healing process I heard the man say "I messed up" which was clearly true as I was laying in my bed with a bloated stomach that came out of no where and a sensation of having to go pee but couldnt. I felt a relief confirming he fixed it and no longer did it burn but the pee came out smooth as if it was newborn baby new. Till this day I dont kno what to believe, the burning came backas if they put the bacteria back in my pee which causes the burnibg sensation, but the swallowing a pill feeling was still gone as if they forgot to restore that to its originalstate....I do now truely believe there is technology that can heal the body and read the mind based on experience but I just cant seem to grasp the thought of people reading my mind. Whenever I smoke a heavy amount of marijuana the symptoms come back and I cant really say im paranoid but it has me in a deep thinking phase of why does it happen.. is it because the people who control my mind being read know when im smoking? Which gives them the idea to play with your mind because they kno no one would believe for tje simple fact that you're on marijuana. Or is it the common fact that you're schizo or really diagnosed with something that doctors really have no choice to diagnose you with? A piece of advice I want to give people who have similar situations is to try to believe that it is a medical condition. Have faith in God as he can allow things to happen to you for only reasons he would kno the answers to. I cant wait for tje day when I meet our creator for then I can ask him if what we are going through is reality or all a dellusion. Speaking of dellusion I forgot to mention that one day after my mother calling the police on me due to my reactions to this condition, I was escorted to a facility where doctors would treat me...after the check up on the ride back home I relaxed my head back into the vehicle seat, closed my eyes and very vividly I saw my little brother standing there where later when I got hone found him in my room playing video games with the same exact details and setting that I saw when I had my eyes closed. I wad very shocked due to the fact as I kept wondering if it was just a picture they projected in my mind or if he was abducted....realizing the only posdible way to recieve that image was through the power button on my television. If I happen to pass away witjin a few years or so from now, just know someone or some group is trying to keep something a secret. Therefore I shall give you my email for security reasons. I know of course its easy for someone to obtain my personal information just from my email, let them. Contact me if youd like to share your experiences, I would love to hear and interact from you.
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