hmmm, see. I still cant get the thought out of my head. I attribute everything to me having schizophrenia even though I don't have it. Is this some kind of OCD thing?

when I read stories of people who really have schizophrenia and they talk about stuff like they hear, and that they are being watched and they are going to die and stuff, I begin thinking these thoughts as well, and automatically get extremely frightened that I have it. I dunno, I was never like this. The more I keep reading about it, the more I worry. I just cant go without ten minutes without thinking I have the thing. Could this all be because I am currently at home sick & bored with a throat/sinus infection? When I go places and hang out with people it seems to go away, and I think "wow look, I don't have it!" but once I realize I thought about it lol, I get all scared again. What a terrible cycle..