Hello: My name is Sandee and I am new to this site. I just spent over an hour trying to write this and make sense..when finished I lost it!!!
I have very severe pain and take up to 80mgs of Oxycontin per day..as prescribed by my doctor.
I am too the point that I truly want to try and live with my pain..and stop the medication..I am addicted to it of course..so which is worse..the addiction or the pain...that's what I want to find out. I just want to add that I am not a person that sits in judgement of anyone here..regardless if you take it for pain or just are addicted to it..I'm a wife and Mother of two daughters..and the pills exhaust me..the old cliche between a rock and a hard place..
My original doctor was one of those rare doctors that sincerely cared about his patients..before he left he gave me ten Suboxone. I absolutley can't discuss this with his replacement...if he even thought I was going to w/d he would never give me a script again..and that's a chance I'm not willing to take. The other reason has to do with how taking the subs will affect my insurance..but that is another topic.
After reading all the horror stories about w/d frankly with the pain I'm in just not up to it...Also don't want to be on subs just need them as a crutch temporarily.
I have read that you can't start taking them until you have been off the pain meds for at least two days..after that I am stumped. I'm sure I'm not the only person that has ever been in this postion so if any of you has any information that might make this easier for me..please let me know...Hope there will be no lectures etc.
Thankfully Yours,
Sandee