i think every parent, young or old has felt this way at times.
i feel this way somedays too and wonder if i am doing a good job, if im doing whats best for me son, and how he will turn out.
but i think every parent has felt the way i have and the way you do as well.
i talk about this to my boyfriendand best friend , and i feel its helpful to get it out. my boyfriend and best friend always reassure me that im doing a good job, and there support and positive words get me through.
my best friend and i exchange christmas gifts and in the card she gave me it said how much she is proud of me and how she does not know how i do it, there was more but her words meant alot.
i dont know your situation, but do you have someone in your life to talk to about this? your baby's father, a best friend, family member? You could even talk to a counsellor or therapist about how you feel if you do not have someone like this to talk to.
getting it out, and having someone tell you how proud of you they are really means alot.
i know it helps me. sometimes we all just need words of encouragement to get us through.
but dont feel like a bad mother for feeling this way, i, like i said earlier, think every new mother feels this way at some point.
its not wrong to feel this way though.
if you need to talk you can always PM me anytime.