anniem0123,
Why are you going to see the physician? If it's to get help with you emotional problems, you should be honest with the physician. Most psychiatrists, psychologists, counselors, etc would want you to be honest. They won't judge you, they just want to help. But, if you don't want their help, keep your secrets, but it probably won't be for the best. Besides the oxycodone is really going to get you into trouble. At least, see the doctor and figure out what's up with him/her.
Good luck.