I went out with the girl Meghan, we had tons in common, amazing chemistry, we talked all the time and seemed to be able to make each other happy no matter what. We had that 80% that everyone talks about and that was within a month of dating. We only actually dated for two months not counting the time we had just emailed each other initially. Its been over 3 months since she left me for her ex who suddenly came back, after his own 6 month plus disappearance.

I want to move on, I want to find someone else, but I keep feeling like she may come back. The pain of it all is effecting not only me finding someone else but other parts of my life. I want the mistake that was her to leave me forever, I don't have time for all this nonsense. I have been single my entire life and am sick and tired of it. I want to be happy like I was with her feel less alone then I have my entire life. I don't want her in my mind, I feel like too because I did meet her and felt what I felt its made my search all the more difficult. Its like I really didn't know what I was missing till I met her.

Looking for someone else has become even more like a full time job I have put my career on hold while I look. But I can only keep it on hold for so long I need to get over her and find someone but don't know how to do it at this point.

Can anyone suggest what I should do here, what will make this better or allow me to move on?