i hve felt the same plenty of times i dont trust doctors were i live as every time they tell me something it is never true

You can't give up on life, or anyone for that matter just because you've been lied to. I know it may be tough but you have to try and hold on. There's a guy who always gets me through my problems, don't know if you know him or not. His name is God, and if there's one person who truly loves you, its him. Don't worry, life is full of other things other than disappointment & sadness. A while back, I felt so depressed and thought there was nothing to help me, but God showed me a different path. You should try my method, & if you already have. Just know that God never gives up on you. Hope you didn't mind my little preach. & If your extremely depressed, try to focus on something happy, or just go outside & watch the sunset, that usually helps me sometimes, don't know why but it does. Best of luck with your depression!

I have suffered with depression nearly my whole life. I want to believe in God so bad, I NEED something to believe in. Sometimes when I have a good day I believe there is a God, and I thank him. But this past year and half has been so terribly rough on me, it makes me question if there really is something out there. I always find myself crying the whole "why me?!?!" Im such a good person with such a big heart, and I always try my hardest. But as soon as I feel like things are gettin better, I get knocked back 3 more steps. I dont understand why anything or anyone would continue to give me "life lessons" when Im already down, it seems as if its only to question my strength, which I have little left!!! I have nothing to live for. Nothing. Nobody really depends on me. I have been searching forever for my purpose in life, what if I dont have one? Why am I making myself suffer? Im so sick of making wrong decisions, when I think its right, and then making wrong decisions when Im not sure if its right. Im sick of taking chances, it never does me any good. I cant do anything right, and I cant make anyone happy. Thats all I want to do, makes everyone PLUS me happy. Is there such thing? Will I ever be happy? WILL I EVENTUALLY GET A BREAK!?!?

i know what your going through and i understand your prombelm i suffer from depression and its hard ... there was a point in time where i wanted to kill myself and i was serious about it ... but things have gottne better for me and things will get better for you just keep praying to god about things its the only thing you can do right now and nothing will change over night or anything like that but god is trying his hardest... he has a plan for you and if you can make it through this you can make it through anything... its hard but stay sttrong.. and if your friends and people lie to you all the time and things like that then maybe you shpuld try talking to them... i know what you mean about people using you and llieing to you to... but i talked to them and i have to say it was the best thing i have ever done!

good luck!


Brittney

who is lying to you?
i ve been depressed for a long time. i used to say i've been depressed for 18 years, but that's not true, i had happy and content times, it just seems like the bad out weight the good.
i know how it feels being content and then dealing with multiple stress situations at one time, that wont go away over night.
i left my abusive ex, i had to live in a shelter, i found a apartment through a program, the program tired to kick me out, while another program that helps me find a job, wasnt helping me and i cried for help when i was being evicted. my sister told me she basically didnt care if i become homeless & i have a child now. dont forget i left my home with all my furniture to my abuser. my sister told me to go back to him b/c she didnt want to be bothered with me.
after all that God has been my strength. wouldnt anyone be bitter after that?
in life you have to be strong, you have to have a desire to want to make things better. everyone has stressful problems. i know how it feels not having energy in dealing with anything, or looking forward to something bad happening, b/c you think it's your fate.
but it's not! depression makes your thoughts negative. try to fight it and stay positive.
you can PM me anytime.