I am completely in the same boat. We are both 19, and married and We've been trying since August of this year and I've even been taking the one a day womens prenatules along with fish oil and ice changed my diet completely, walking for at least an hour everyday, and still no baby.
This past October I began to lactate And we thought for sure that this was it! but days later I had my period and a negative pregnancy test. Now it's November and I've began to lactate again I just don't want to keep running to the store spending $10 for a HPT:(
they always turn out negative, and I wish for it to be positive.
In 2009 alone 4 of my friends had babies all this year. And I hosted the bby showers! Talk about faking a smile! Yep. It's been plastered on my face for a while. All of my friends are mothers and sometimes it's just so hard to even talk to them so I've kind of cut myself off from them. I've never even held their babies! It's just so painful to look at because I can't seem to finally be a mom.
I'm still going to keep trying. Maybe I am stressing too much too!