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Q: when life takes off his pink glasses
asked by: ForbiddenS on September 18th, 2009
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3 years ago my life changed by night. I was at high school than. I wasn't at school that day and my best friend call me and she says that I was on some porn clip!!! First i start laughing, but when i mention she was serious and everyone was thinking that I was me I start crying! In that moment i felt like stones are crashing me. I don't know what to do. I said that to my parents, than to teachers. I haven't know that everyone in the school have that clip and teachers and every every everyone thinks that girl on the clip is me!!! First, in that period i stay usually at home, ( that girl is on separe in some club whit loud music )second i never use drugs or biiiiiiiig dose of alchocol or to give someone to drunk me etc., third i have black dot on my stomach ( how you say that in english i don't know ) and the most important I'M NOT THAT KIND OF PERSON TO DO THAT!!! Only my parents and my best friend stay by my side, the only persons who know who am i. I stay at legs and i was strong to went at school next day. everyone thinks i'm easy till today, everyone hates me, i can't find friends 'cos i live in small town and small country and everyone knows everyone about his life, one says that i'm easy-everyone says after that...I have only 2-3 friends around me and who knows me and trust me. I can't find even boyfriend! I have this problem for 4 years and every day think about it, I'm so scared and I want to move in another country I don't know what to do, my life is so bad, my parents hate each other, they want divorce, at home is very bad and my english is bad-i'm so sorry Sad
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Dark
replied on September 18th, 2009
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Hi! i do'nt really know what to say, but keep your head up, do'nt let them pull you down, you know that the girl in the clip is not you, GOD knows the girl in the clip is not you, your friends know the girl in the clip is not you, and your parents knows the girl in the clip is not you, so if no one else beleives you, so what, they do'nt feed you, they do'nt put cloths on your back and they do'nt put a roof over your head, so who cares what they think.
As long as your parents, friends and GOD knows it was'nt you thats all that counts, they are the only ones who matter.
I hope you feel better, may GOD bless you and see you through this hard time. 4you
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ForbiddenS
replied on September 19th, 2009
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Thank you so much, you made me cry =( I don't know how I'm gonna survive this... 'cos after that everyone start talking like i'm easy, i have 1000000 boyfriends, i sleep whit every boyfriend only for one night etc. etc. ... All my life i'll have only 2-3 friends, noone will like to be my friend Sad ... i want new life ...
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