thanks so much, im def. back on my pill will not bring a child into a nightmare, i am so conflicted i have been abused by an ex boyfriend and i never thought i could fall into this again, one part of me says to get the he** out now and the other half tells me to wait and see if it was only a one time thing and will never happen again and if it does wait for him to go to work pack up and get out. I just don't know i mean if he wanted to hit me wouldnt he have already done in it? in the past 3 years?