alright, well if you have read my latest posts you will know that me and my ex bf had been fighting for the longest time, so i decided to end it. we were both unhappy and i could see it. While we were in a relationship i asked him a billion times to be respectful and nice to my bestfriend katie, not for her, but for me, and he would always put up a fight. I had accusations against the two of them when me and my ex were together , i thought the were sleeping together, but when i confronted them and they both said no, i let the subject drop, BUT the thing is, is now hes being nice to her, now that im not around, and he tells me hes being nice to her, hes tried to guilt trip me a couple times to going back to him, but i wont. it just strikes me as odd that he couldnt do those things when we were together but can do them now after ive left. Ive made it more than clear to him that i am not coming back, that im not putting myself or him through that again.
i want to get over him, as fast as possible.
it does break my heart that we arent together, i do miss him
and i will always love him because he was my first.
but i want to let go,
were trying to be friends, but nothing more.
but i need to let go of him, for good.
i just dont know how to do it.