what do i do? voice makes me self harm!

We are fools, we don't know anything.

Ask him questions, don't just listen, speak up for yourself.

Why would he want you to do these things if it would only harm your life? Ask him that.

Your idol seems to be a total jerk in my opinion.

Don't listen anymore is my advice, do what you know is right, don't get me wrong, don't do what you want, only what you know is right.

I've had dreams of the spiders as well, they are real, and just like everyone else it is their goal to conquer and devour, they are jumping out of everywhere these days. We only need to define a spider when it comes to our dreams.

Everyone has a spirit animal, some have spiders, and they are spiders. They want you to sit in a web until it is time for you to be devoured by them, seeing as how they aren't always hungry.

They bite me but I seem to be immune, hee hee! I can't believe how many times I've been bitten, it's insane how many times I've been bitten!

Think of it this way, humans are exactly like the animal kingdom, the spiders are in charge right now, everything is like a web and no one can "move" freely. We are all only waiting to be devoured.

If a spider was a human what would they do exactly? Think about it and think about it as metaphorically as possible.

Idols are delusions, they aren't real, and we all must fight them in ourselves to make things better, so just give up your idol and realize that there are better things.

ashliegh..all i can say to help would be for you to know Jesus as your friend..your protector..and the one who is strong enough to make your other friend go away for good. Jesus will let you be you..and to protect you, and give you joy. you can pray and ask Him for to come into your heart and also to protect you. this is what i can say that has helped me .