I am 34 weeks pregnant, I have a 12yr old son from a previous relationshaip that I left when my 12 yr old was 18 months old at the time.

My ex partner of 10 yrs has left me for another girl, I am heart broken but not so much depressed but am very hurt!!!!

I am really scarced of being a single mum to 2 children,
I was fired when I was 2 months pregnant and had my own place with my ex, but we were on and of last year long story, but still together. so I have moved in with my foster parents and we live in a little cramped house a 3 bedroom there is my parents, my sis and her two teenage sons me and my 12 yr old and soon a baby aghhhhh.

I am finding it so hard to come to terms that he, my ex has found the one{his words} and that he was honest and straight up wit me,
Him and his new gf are moving in together end of this month and she is midwife who could be working at the hospital i have choosen to give birth to my baby at.

We me and my ex were trying to work things out un till two weeks ago when he told me of his new girl friend.
we would talk every day and now I cant talk to him at all.
and I am always thinking about them, and him it sucks.....
Im focused on the baby but its just that him and his gf are quite often in my thoughts!!!!!!!!
and it really is annoying.
He is also travelling with her in june next year for a year and I am so pissed off at this cos he will miss babys first step, tooth etc!!!!
Its just not fair!!!!!