I dont know if I am alone in this, but the docs sure are making me feel this. Since my vaginal hysterectomy, i have felt worst than ever. Heading to doctor for infections, pain in left side, frequent and uncontrolled bowelmovements, and night sweats.
I am so depressed, and not mentally well. I feel that I am alone and perhaps my depression, is hindering my improvement.
My surgeon, says hes never had anyone off as long as I have been for just a vag hysterectomy.
They found endometriosis when removing the wall of the uterus, and he seems to be content that its all gone, however, doing a vag, i dont know how he would see everything that may or may not have been there.

I just wish I was back and at it. Even writing this, my eyes are shutting on me. I want to sleep all the time.

I came back from docs today hes sending my urine for tests because of some white cell count found.

I am going nuts. I see him again on Monday to see when im going back....

I just dont think i want to do anything anymore. Has anyone ever felt like this?