Well things with the babydaddy is getting a lot better, he has realised he needs help and WANTS help, me and him are allowed no cantact at all untill trial is over, but it is good for us untill he gets the help he needs. So far [ im still not getting my hopes up] he really seems like the exception to the stereo type... lets hope this attitude stays!!

ALSO! i finally found a hospital, [ and quite i add a amzing one!!!!]!!!!!!!
AND they offer water births!!! im so excited, its everything ive been trying to find...and the other hospital i liked that was this good, didnt take my insurance.... this one does and its part of the Cleveland Clinic [ one of the best hospital chains in the world]
After my little scare the other night with the bad flu, and emergency room, everything turned out ok, and the baby is just fine... in a few hours, it will be thursday and finally week 15!!!!!!
i think im the happiest pregnant woman in the world rite now...
so come on ladies, what goin good for all of you.. lets take some mental health time and brag about our accomplishments lately =] haha