if it is a song who sings it, do you still have the nightmares ?

it's puddle of mudd blurry look it up on youtube

Listen Sorrow... you've got to do something about all this. I know you think you're special and that no one can feel as bad and low and horrible as you do right now -- but, it is simply not true my son. Are you an artist? May I suggest something? Look into reading about and investigating your own ENNEAGRAM. It will explain yourself to yourself and remind you that you are never without the company of someone else's sorrow.



Look at me kid.

You have listened to junk and the junk stays on your mind and affects your sleep..

Find KLOVE on your radio or go to KLOVES wed site (klove.com) this is a place where love abounds and you won't hear junky music that affects the mind and soul..Honey you have got to take control..

I am concerned about you..You are 16 your hormones are raging and you are confused-this would be normal except you have your loss of grandma that has hurt you so much..

What would randma want from you..You said you were pen pals-you knew her well then..Would she want you feeling this way? WOuld she want you hurting yourself? Would she want you being so depressed? I think not..

i don't know what she would want is not like i can talk to her and ask.

Another dream that will never come true
Just to compliment your sorrow
Another life that I've taken from you
A gift to add on to your pain and suffering
Another truth you can never believe
Has crippled you completely
All the cries you're beginning to hear
Trapped in your mind, and the sound is deafening

Let me enlighten you
This is the way I pray

[Chorus:]
Living just isn't hard enough
Burn me alive, inside
Living my life's not hard enough
Take everything away

Another nightmare about to come true
Will manifest tomorrow
Another love that I've taken from you
Lost in time, on the edge of suffering
Another taste of the evil I breed
Will level you completely
Bring to life everything that you fear
Live in the dark, and the world is threatening

Let me enlighten you
This is the way i pray

[Chorus]

Return to me, return to me, return to me, turn to me, leave me no one
Turn to me, return to me, return to me, turn to me, cast aside
Return to me, return to me, return to me, turn to me, leave me no one
Turn to me, return to me, return to me, you've made me turn away

[Chorus Variant:]
Living just isn't hard enough
Burn me alive, inside
Living my life's not hard enough,
They take everything from you

[Chorus

No, you can't ask her now but you knew her you were friends you were pen pals..Was she the kind of person who would want you to hurt? Didn't she love you and you her? If you love someone do you want them to hurt, I don't I can't imagine any grandmother wanting their grandchild to hurt..I am telling you I am a grandma--I can't stand the thought you at 16 want to hurt yourself..That you do hurt yourself causes me pain in my heart..Yes, I know I don't know you but I hurt for you..
A grandchild is an extention of onesself..A grandchild is your childs child and that makes that child even more special..Can't you see that..can't you see how special you are? didn't your grandmas gifts show you anything? Please get away fromt he crazy mixed up music..That is the last thing you need to listen to..You need clean music to heal your heart and mind..

i tryed can't stand it for very long
because it's all happy crap.

Honey, don't wallow in misery..It's like tentacles entrapping you and pulls you under..There is nothing wrong with happiness..There really is happiness out there-YOU just have to look for it..Have you ever seen snowflack drifting down? that is beauty and how does it make you feel inside-happy? How about when your dog licks your hand or you set in a warm tub and feel tension begin to ebb away..There is nothing wrong in letting go of the anger..There is nothing wrong in letting go of the pain..There is nothing wrong in saying I need help..
When I was a teenager like I told you my mom told me I was not good enough for anything other than having babies..My dad stayed drunk and could be verbally abusive as well..My moms brother did abuse me and I felt for a bit what's the use..But, I had someone say don't give up because there is more to life..This same person said someday you will be a grown up and will have a family to love..They were right and I do..You are 16-two more years and you can move out and be your own boss..Get your schooling in..Make an effort to meet good people..Look for the good--you already know there is bad..The songs you listen to just re-enforce your heartache..Why listen to it?

You still have not answered about your grandma..Didn't you and she love each other enough for you to get yourself well so that when (you are much older) and your life is full of love you will be able to see her agian in heaven?

Why are you using grandma for your pain? What else is going on? I know you miss your grandma but I don't think she is the reason you are hurting so bad..I think you are so alone in a crowd that your misery is compounded..WHy is that? Do you not think the words to the above songs can affect you? They can..Anything so filled with pain,misery and hate can affect you..

Living just isn't hard enough
Burn me alive, inside
Living my life's not hard enough
Take everything away

Another nightmare about to come true
Will manifest tomorrow
Another love that I've taken from you
Lost in time, on the edge of suffering
Another taste of the evil I breed
Will level you completely
Bring to life everything that you fear
Live in the dark, and the world is threatening

Let me enlighten you
This is the way i pray

[Chorus]

Return to me, return to me, return to me, turn to me, leave me no one
Turn to me, return to me, return to me, turn to me, cast aside
Return to me, return to me, return to me, turn to me, leave me no one
Turn to me, return to me, return to me, you've made me turn away

[Chorus Variant:]
Living just isn't hard enough
Burn me alive, inside
Living my life's not hard enough,
They take everything from you

What is so good about any of these words? Please tell me? I am a grandma and all I can see is ugly words hurting you..Please call those places or email them..PLEASE.

this will explain alot about me plus yes my grandma loved me and i loved her i have alot of crap going on it's hard to put in all into a sentence.