first off im 16 years old and i havent made the best decisions in my life. i used to travel for bmx comps, but ever since ive been getting bad grades my parents dont support me what so ever and that is one of the most important things in my life. everything was allways like my parents didnt care what i did or where i was. all they ever cared about was me doing good in school, but i am very good at bmx for my age and they think i would have a chance but they dont support me at all which makes everything worse. im a sophmore in highschool, the beginning of the year started off good but then i got so into bmx and getting home so late i never went to school so my grades dropped from b's to f's. i dont fit in with anyone at school everyone plays sports and are all popular but i like to do something different than everyone else which doesnt help to fit in too much i like to be who i am and dont change for other people. i recently broke my leg and had to have surgery, and the first thing my dad said to me when he saw i was laying there in soo much pain he said why were you out riding today ? youre not suppose to be. he should at least help me and try to make me feel better when i have to have surgery and have a leg broke in half. so all im doing is sitting here and wanting the days to go by faster so my leg can heal. its 5 o clock in the morning and i have school at 7 and havent slept yet cause i cant stop thinking about things. i just cant take this depression anymore i dont know what to do i cant do anything since im stuck in my house alll day which makes it worse not seeing any of my friends or riding my bike. this has to be one of the worse times of my life so far.