yeah i dunno, when im happier i eat more normal, then when im depressed it all seems to fall apart, i go back to the ED to handle life. just how things seem to run. But so far all is well in the house. I still struggle witht he food daily and freakin out and weighin myself constantly but ah not to much longer till im in the states again!

well over here there isnt anyone qualified in this particular area. We have the base clinic wich is just primary care physicians, not real pyshologists or anything of that sort. In 2004 i was in therapy for a year for the ED, I was threatened with hospitalization if i had kept on losing weight but i managed to not go IP. Last time though i wasnt re... more

I made a post ages back about slipping back into the ED, well its happened i dropped 30 lbs in 3 mths, eating under 300 cals a day, purging occasionally and taking diet pills, and green tea complex vitamins and kelp. Ive gotten soo used to eating not alot that eating a normal meal makes me soooo naousous. I know im messed up , but im not ready for ... more