You probably have f-cked up your body. Your mind as well. Let me first suggest therapy. It has done incredible things to help me, as well as many friends of mine. But if thats not possible, then heres what I suggest: the first step would be either stopping purging entirely or cutting down. A lot. For me (and I know that this is a techn... more

Hi there. I usually post in the eating disorder forums, but I purge because of depression, so why not post here. I was feeling a lot like you before I met my therapist. An eating disorder ruled my life, and I had little will to live. You probably know the feeling of waking up and wanting only to go back to sleep, because you know how much l... more

Hi im currently recovering from bulimia, and I totally agree with something whiteboymike's 3rd paragraph (about eating disorders being a way of getting by). Oh, and i've had some "self destruction episodes" too, so no worries. Advice: if you can go see a therapist and get help now, do so. Or maybe rehab or something. But if that's not pos... more