Hi lisabeth, i don't know what 'bp fest"stands for, but as for your question about being bloated after taking laxatives...I know that happens to me too, my bowels gets really big and filled with gas and I look 4 months pregnant. Taking laxatives to get in shape is not a good idea, it will give you this bloated feeling and perhaps diarrea, plus it... more

I know you are probably right, but I can't help it. I just hate my body right now and hope I will feel better once I get to 100 pounds. I don't want to gain weight either so I will maintain a low calorie diet once I reach my goal........I just have to loose the weight and won't stop until I am happier with my appearance. I realize it's a danger... more

Well, my first post was only a few days ago, wondering if I had an eating disorder....And now I feel like I am loosing control more and more. What is happening to me. I had been craving chocolate all week so today I broke down and bought a chocolate bar. The first bite was great but by the time I took the second bite guilt started......For the n... more