emptyalive
New User
38 posts since January 26th, 2005
New User
38 posts since January 26th, 2005
emptyalive's posts
Lately i've been extra depressed. Not my usual depression, but something different. I can usually get by day to day pretending to be alright, but now it seems that I don't even have the energy. I can't smile anymore.. I can hardly get out of bed. I skipped my classes today, and slept and slept and slept. I wish I could explain exactly wh... more
I feel so incredibly numb my mind is dying...My depression is really taking hold. I'm not sad, i'm just......Nothing?! I skipped all of my classes today and just sat in my dorm room.
I feel terrible. I hate that i'm being forced into this 'contract' of seeing couselors, nurses,etc - and that 1lb a week thing is killing me. I'm doing it ... more
I get weight tomorrow. Im' scared that I haven't gained a pound- and that means medical withdrawl. I haven't been able to sleep lately, moreso than usual. This has completely taken over my mind. I just want to finish this semester but everything I eat something - even fruit now- I feel horrible. I want to hurt myself for letting someone e... more
Thanks a lot for the reply. It makes me feel better to hear from someone who has gone though these things. It's also (believe it or not) comforting to know that you still struggle w/ it, and that's it's not easy at all-naturally. This way I don't feel like such a completely hopeless, worthless, and helpless child who has no chance at all-dest... more
I did some research-talking w/ people who are currently taking celexa or who have in the past, and I did some reading on the ssri. I found out that an overwhelming majority of those who took celexa did experience weight gain however, it causes less of a weight gain than paxil. (so if weight gain is an issue-never take paxil) don't worry about ... more
First of all I am anorexic/bulimic - but trying to find a way to stop.
I have absolutely no fat, but worse-no muscle. I used to be strong, in great shape, and active. My active lifestyle is dead, and so is my dream of playing pro soccer. I miss it...A lot. I want to be strong again. How do I go about gaining back my strength!?
Weight ... more
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