bentonfraser
New User
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14 posts since May 16th, 2009
New User
Male
14 posts since May 16th, 2009
bentonfraser's posts
Okay everyone,
It has been a while since I have been on here. I have been put on a new drug in addition to every thing else. Walbutrin.
At times I feel okay. For periods of each day I feel close to normal. Mind you I am not sure what that is anymore. I went on this internet dating site and have met a couple of women. Had a second date with one o... more
Well,
I can't believe I am back here posting this type of message again. The now infamous woman that I keep mentioning on these posts sent two checks, once again, as the first 2 bounced. She claimed they would clear this time. Of course I believed her. I mean why send them and then leave me a voice message saying cash the checks if it was not ther... more
Hi all,
After seeing abigwhitewall's post I'd thought I would write an update. Well, since I am writing this - obviously I am still here. I have not done anything stupid.
Well, that is not true! I just haven't done anything to threaten my existence. I have done a few things that I think are stupid though. I guess I have been reaching for straws -... more
Very Hard Night!
I'm sorry everyone. I'm not having a good night. A very bad one. I've come to the decision that this 'Dawn' friend of mine is very bad for me. A couple of you know that this woman owes me some money. Any way on Thursday I finally caught up to her on the telephone. I spoke to her about feeling abandoned any time she has a new man ... more
Hi all, (especially Raven53 and Wendyrs)
Thank you both for your responses. No I do not take offense.I know from what I write it sounds like I am not trying to get out of this hole. Yes when it is the worst I am very self absorbed. The misery is all encompassing and it is hard to feel anything else.
But I really am trying to do something to get b... more
Okay all,
I'm still looking for a reason to go on. I'm now 38. Still haven't been on a date. Feel like nothing all the time. I'm always on the brink of a major melt down. I am in tears a lot now. The only way I keep from breaking down totally at work now is to take tranquilizers.
They have been prescribed. The woman that I keep mentioning, only ... more
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