this is how i am to blame it on my parents because they are both physically and mentally abusing me, my mother like gave me away to my dad when they were going through their divorce when i was two years old for a diamond ring, i have visited her but it makes me angry because knowing the fact that she gave up on me and then later adopted my cuzin...... more

idk if i am bipolar but i get like in this depressed mode where i felt unnoiticed, then when i go out in public i feel everyone is better and i start comparing then i just get plain sick of everyone and want to be alone, but then i get to lonley. For some reason i start think and get pissed at everything and how my life has turned out and then that... more