ONDERDONK
Experienced User
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90 posts since April 3rd, 2004
Experienced User
(red shift space - )
90 posts since April 3rd, 2004
ONDERDONK's posts
i understand the dilema, and i am not advocating reckless decisions or changing your life. i took seroquel for a few months, up to 600 mg a day, then decided it wasn't for me and quit cold turkey. that was dangerous. for 8 days in ny city i had tardive dyskinesia, couldn't sleep, spent all day scaring strangers in public, but i knew to disappear wh... more
Just want to let you know, I have been reading your story for an hour a day after work or the last few days. Just finished; didn't understand the german words taht were mixed in, and the english was sometimes oddly controted, but I get the basic story, certainly understand the psychoses, which is what i collect. i thought about looking up the germa... more
so we're pretty similar cats, i didn't realize, almost same age, both ork in IT (I look at my overhead projector in the training room I am teaching in this week a little differently after a recent post from you) and in this last post of yours I really see myself, thinking the same thing, everybody does some portion of "consensual reality" (and I di... more
i've been thinking about why they - the shadow people - would have that attitude. And abduction technology, I think they do take advantage of the ability to go outside time - maybe after time destoryed them, their moments spread out before them, and they realize there's what time sees and then there's where time can't go, and then the shadow people... more
The energy of the lotus flower goes out and radiates, but it crashes. It crashes into the firmament. There wouldn't be a firmament if there wasn't time looking at us. The firmament is just the first look at us time ever got. It holds us back. I explode outward, like the winner of a tennis match holding his arms high in a "V" shape. Its instinctive... more
I'd always wondered 'bout that poster of yours. is there anyway i could get it from you by email, or is that a risk to you, 'cause I'm not trying to cause trouble.
Killed the dragon, bad idea, thats yourself, 'cause I remember when I went to Peru to take ayahuasca from the ayahuascero: he said you will meet a tiger in the forest, it will try to ki... more
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