In a few weeks, assuming I get health insurance, I plan to resume working with my doctor about meds to help with my brain chemistry. I've studied up on cocaine recovery and the brain, and I understand it will take time for my dopamine levels or system to get back in balance. I learned about Baclofen in treatment - to help with cravings. Tried it... more

Re: physical, yes that's the plan as soon as I get insurance coverage. I'm really looking forward to it...just have to be patient. I owe a lot on my past medical bills, so I'm determined to get insurance first. Getting back to work, and getting the insurance is stressful right now. The job I was expecting to get is taking a lot longer that I wa... more

<quote>just a reminder, people use to cover the discomforts of life. when you are not using, those discomforts creep back from the long repressed subconsciousness. they manifest as physical pain, cravings, itchiness, that feeling like you can't stand being in your own skin.</quote> Depression pre-dates using in my case. My chemical ad... more