I have had a gastric by-pass. I have fibromialigia, PCOS, low iron, arthritis, restless leg syndrome,am bi-polar and I have to fight my maniac side etc... I am disabled and I do not feel like a woman or human most of the time. I am tired of watching everyone else have babies, especially when most of them do not want to act as parents.

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I need a baby









My son is 24 in January. I wanted to make the old woman in the show look bored. I have had 2 ectopic pregnancies. I have lost 25 through misscarriages,and most were twins. I lost one through SIDS @ 7 weeks. After years of suspecting, now I am confirmed with having PCOS. I really want one more live pregnancy that I can pleadingly keep. I am begging for it. I have one tube full of adhesions and one tube taken off due to the ectopic pregnancy. I am told I can only get pregnant from an IVF. I cant afford it. I just am tired of crying and I am so upset.