I've noticed you have alot of posts concerning fmaily and depression. Maybe all of these things are linked together by something going on in your life or form your past.
You should consider finding someone to talk to properly. And I don't mean a psychologis cus hell I know more than some of them, I just mean spekaing to one person in private about all your problems instead of throwing them out seperatly and radomly. Ya need some stability support wise.
But thena gain its always possible im wrong, but just throwing it out there, hope it helps. (MCR are awesome btw XD)
Why dont you tell us about MUCC? then we can possible help And Mcr and what you are having dificulty with with it. I will listen to you and i will help you as much as i can. Perhaps explain in more than one sentence what is going on. the more information you put out the better able we are to help you.
Ahh Wales! Beautiful country! I went to uni at Swansea Uni, good times (sometimes lol). I was born and bred on the England/Wales border so I feel at home in both places.
MCR, families can be hard to deal with sometimes. Just because you're related to these people doesn't mean you get along with them. Are you not able to move out from home and get your own place somewhere? Do you study or work? It might help you a lot to get out of what you feel is an oppressive atmosphere.