Hi Im back! Its been a while since I posted I found out Im pregnant! If anyone remembers me Im 16 and 5 months pregnant, my baby is due in Feb 09.

I have my scan next week to find out the sex. I decided to find out cos I cant wait that long to know and I wanna be prepared more, pick a name and stuff.

I've had no contact with the dad since I found out I was pregnant, hes still in trouble with the law and I dont want him involved, so I havent even bothered telling him about it. I feel its safer this way, but I worry if im doing whats really best for my baby or just whats easiest for me?

I completed high school in June and got decent exam results, so got accepted to the college I chose right here in my home town. However I decided to start night school instead...as I didnt wanna be surrounded by judgemental teenagers and have nasty comments made towards me so much. Im really enjoying night school, its all adults, im the youngest in my class, the others are later 20s-40s. Im studying one subject, and Ive been going for 5 weeks. I decided only one subject but now I know I can handle it and im actually enjoying it, im thinking of starting a second subject as the classes are only once a week so its manageable.

I dont have my future entirely planned out, but continuing my education was a BIG step. One Im glad I made...so far at least.

Im really stressed lately though because I still haven't told anyone about my pregnancy, apart from my doctor/midwife and one close friend. Once high school finished, most of my peers & friends went to college or into jobs, so I kind of dont have a social life anymore, which is fine cos im focusing on my education and trying to relax and eat healthy for my pregnancy. Im not really showing that im pregnant, I was overweight before anyway and usually wore baggy clothes, so its been easy to hide. No one said anything. I know my mum and dad are going to kick me out when they find out, so I dunno how I can tell them when I have nowhere else to live.