My friend, Bipolar is very hard to live with. You seem to be a good guy really and I feel for you, you are young and need to have a happy life. My Bp boyfriend is very difficult and I feel I cannot continue with him the way he is, but only you yourself can decide if this is what you want for the rest of your life. There are other women who would love a good guy and would not cheat on you.Think a lot and decide if you are going on with this, because if you have children this can be hereditary and also I would be concerned about what type of mother she could be.Im also dealing with the terrible consequences of this disease and finding quite impossible to proceed. Decide what is best for you, you only live once, find a girl who will love you and that is normal.Im trying to do the same, find a normal man.