I am 21. I had a child august 11th 2008. i had ppd but i did not have it treated because i thought it would go away. I suddenly moved away from my family due to this unplanned pregnancy. I have anxiety now with heart palpitation and shortness of breath. I love the signifigant other I am with... but when I argue with someone I feel an overwhelming sense of frustration and it turns into anger, then sadness and I wind up crying alot... even over little things. I have a uncontrollable urge to punch, kick, scream and throw things... (I do this in hiding... and I usually so all of this to a pillow... I try not to be destructive.) even when my baby cries too much I feel like crying, or a huge sense of dispair. I used to be an avid athlete... now I am overweight and I have no motivation to do anything... not even get makeup and hair done... and I used to love those things.... I have no idea what is happening to me, and I feel like i have stopped enjoying life... please help... does anyone know what this is??