For as long as I can remember I have had outbreaks at times of uncontrollable anger. From ages 1-10 this resulting in me violently attacking other people at school. Now that I have matured and become quite broad and muscular I am worried that with this anger I would end up doing damage to someone and in allot of trouble.

I am 16 and now I get angry if I get shouted at by a teacher however now it is only threats and not violence. I 'loose the plot'when someone startles me. This has always and still and still does happen now.
An example of one of my times kicking off was this year a teacher put her arm out to stop me and I saw red and threatened to kill her and said some other quite violent things. All threats of violence.

Another time I have kicked of was when I was fighting my friend. After the fight I could not remember anything that had happened during the fight but I could remember the first punch and getting pulled off, but after the fight I was still angry and couldn't control my breathing pattern and felt like hitting everything and everyone around me. If ever I got mad I used to hit a solid object near me but I have had to stop this now due to dislocating my finger 6 times in the space of a month.

I'm just wondering what my problem could be? I currently have anger management sessions but he doesn't know what it is, he was only put there to calm me in heated situations and I have my first meeting with my Psychiatrist. I have been put on the mental health for teenagers service.

My anger management suspects it could be due to being born deaf or my girlfriend dieing a few years ago.

Many Thanks,