The last girl friend I've been with was 2 years ago. And to be honest, she wasn't that faithful to me although I loved her so much. (she seems to be a lezbo now lol..)

Anyways, right now I feel kinda lonely and need a girl friend badly, I don't care if she have to be super beauty/hot, just ok/pretty and not "fat" will do. And I want her to be open minded like me.

I don't know what's wrong with me, I'm an ok-looking guy, normal nice body, normal life, I always show up with good cloth and nice smell to college, I'm not a clown, and I'm very honest and brave - I don't have problems starting with stranger girls. I avoid everything that guys should NOT do or be. So, I realy don't know why I can't find a normal girl to start a good open relationship with me. I don't think the problem is within me, but I also don't like saying that, because it seems like an excuse for my failure. And I don't like excuses. When I fail at something, it's either I know the reason 100% or I don't at all, I don't start looking for excuses, that's just not me.

But this is a little background about me, where I live, the community, so maybe an answer could be lying within the next lines.

I'm an arab, who lives in israel, who have a totally different mind and way of thinking, most arabs here are damn close minded, but generaly nice good hearted people, and most the jewish here tends to not make any relationships with arabs. So it really feels like I'm stuck in the middle without any good reason, in one hand I can't get an arab chick, because it's either she's so damn traditional/religious, or she have a bf or husbend since age 18. and the none-arab chicks won't either bother checking me out because they all assume I'm traditional/old-minded like the most rest of the arabs.

I realy wish I could hook up with a russian
babe here. there are lots of russians here. they are hot, educated, smart, clean, smell good, and damn have strong personality, I just fall for them... they seem like my perfect kind of girls. Yet I can't even dare to start with any of them here, because apparently they don't like me before they even know me. They just ignore me or keep away from eye contact, which gives me a hostile impression toward me.

Any ideas about this? maybe tips from the girls or anything? thanks