You know for years I've never let people into my life. I'm truly alone, ugly (fat) and have no one to turn to, laugh with, talk to. .
You know the scary bit, apart from me my life is good. My job, money, house, doing things.
So it comes down to the problem of Me! I've created the problem no idea how to fix it....I'm suppose to be this way? My doc been treating me for depression for the last 3 years still no further forward. Very sad, sorry just had to talk out loud.
Hi crazyguy123 and welcome to ehealth: I have to disagree with you...You have just taken a giant step forward...You have reached out to someone and told of your plight in life....You have spoken of how you think you are ugly and fat...I thought the most encouraging thing you said was that "my life is good"....You have a job, house, money and do things...IMO, nowadays many people are going this single route in life....Maybe in time you will find someone or maybe you won't...Either way I think you are a pretty lucky guy....And may I add, we are all a bit "crazy"....That's what makes the world go round...I send you my best wishes for a happy life...Take care....