You know for years I've never let people into my life. I'm truly alone, ugly (fat) and have no one to turn to, laugh with, talk to. .
You know the scary bit, apart from me my life is good. My job, money, house, doing things.
So it comes down to the problem of Me! I've created the problem no idea how to fix it....I'm suppose to be this way? My doc been treating me for depression for the last 3 years still no further forward. Very sad, sorry just had to talk out loud.