Hi my name is Pammila I suffer multiple disorders.

I have ADHD, which caused problems in school, at one point I had to drop out of school and go on disability. I am not taking any medication right now because I am on disability and not working so I don't have any real need to focus. But I have thought about talking to the doctor again.

I use to have PSTD, when I was a child I was physically and sexually abused, and use to suffer nightmares, but I am past that now. Also use to suffer sleep paralysis but thank goodness I grew out of that.

I am compulsive / obsessive - I don't wash my hands over and over like some people I read about - I think my case is mild, I just obsess with my hobby of teaching others about credit repair. And I obsessive over watching certain shows on tv. I also eat ice all day long. If I see a train I have to count all of the cars that go by. Stuff like that. If I am walking down a side walk I have to avoid all of the cracks in the side walk. I have some irrational avoidance of the bath tub, I avoid taking showers. I just don't understand it. I wish we had a different bath tub all together so I could take showers. I also avoid using deodorant, because I get sores under my arm and the deodorant irritates it.

I am borderline personality. I have had problems in the past of cutting my writs - not much to kill myself, I just wanted the attention. I did cut my hair when my ex husband left me. I am doing better now, re-mairred and a good husband that won't cheat on me.

I am bipolar I - I use to have manic states, but since the medication that is past. When I went thought my last divorce, I cried for months on end before the medication finally kicked in. I am on Geodone only, no other medications. But I still feel disconnected from other people.

I am very anti-social I avoid people cause they don't understand me. I always talk about myself and I am serious all of the time, things usually go right over my head. I wish I could get along with people better.

Thanks for listening.