Well I guess I should start from the beggining. ( sorry 4 any misspellings)
So it all started when I was about 8 years old, with severe jaw pain and clicking, it would lock open or shut, but would go away in just a phew short days. Ever since I could remember I was in an out of the hospital with severe head aches, but my Dr.s all said I was a hypochondriac.
But by 7th grade my jaw locked shut almost complety, I had horable jaw, neck pain and horrable head aches, and I was finnaly diagnosed with TMJ.
The dr. gave me medicines that were very potent, but only slitely numbed the pain but eventually I was able 2 open my jaw again but the pain was still thier. year later

so rthen I was sent to physical therapy...didnt help. SO THEN I was sent to sum specialist who couldnt do anyting so he sent me 2 another specialist and after 4 months of being in constant pain I was finnaly called with an appt. So he perscribed new medicine ( DIDNT WORK) an on top of that a night guard...still didnt work, than a day guard was added to the mix, an do I have 2 say it, yah it didnt work. So then they sent me to get x-rays done to see how bad it was, and yah it was pretty bad. My jaw joints looked like they melted away, so instead of round little balls they looked like pointy bird beaks, I have degenerative arthritis at 16, I also went to a neck specialist to make sure it was coming from that, an it wasnt. So I finnaly last week was reffered to see an oral surgeon. Im in 10th grade now an my life has been ruined. I have a small sociol life cuz i dont want to go out an be in pain, I used to do modeling cant do it anymore becuase I cant deal with long days of activity. My family is tired of me complaing on a daily basis, I dont blame them. But the point is i have hurd surgery can make things worse, so i am wondering if its worth getting. I have been in pain for almost 3 years now, not 1 day without it, Im worried about losing everything. what do I do?