To: itsjustme83
I like that you understand Polyps aren't prejudiced-they affect young, old any race, socio-economic status, and even people who are otherwise fit and healthy.
It's too bad that you have to deal with all these things at such a young
age, but it sounds like you've been a responsible patient with your follow-up care. We just never know ultimately how or when we will die, when I first heard about my 10mm seissel polyp in rectum and 5mm in sigmoid, my Heart sank. I'm 44years old and do fit many risk factors. Just had the colonoscopy on Friday, and it could be ten days out on pathology! What is a person to do with herself for ten days? Keep on living!! Ultimately, I can control the attitude that I have each of those ten days. To be sure, I'm just gonna take it one day at a time! Today, I found myself googling colon/rectal information less- it's not going to change the outcome of my results! A little healthy worry will remind me to do all the things I can do for myself in the next ten days. Get enough sleep, fluids, high fiber diet/low in fat, stay away from cigarettes and alcohol. Develop questions I may have for Doctor with that healthy worry, so that when biopsy comes back, either way I am prepared. It's only been two days on me doing this, and I'm noticing improvement-I don't feel so restless and discontent. Maybe you could try scheduling your free time to test drive how I've been living while waiting. Remember, the results are coming how are we going to meet and greet each one of those days in the meanwhile. WE ALL HAVE TODAY, YESTERDAY IS GONE, TOMORROW HASN'T COME.
LIVING IN THE NOW -FOR MIND, BODY AND SPIRIT : )
Best of luck to you I know you'll do fine regardless of the results if you can keep focused on the NOW! Talking to family and friends really helps ,,,,,,
Take Care,
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