I've done alot of research on sleep paralysis before.. this is the 3nd time I've had it.. but then I keep having nightmares w/ them as well.. The first time I had it was about a year ago .. I could hear ppl screaming while I was being dragged from room to room.. When i woke up.. my arms were pinned over my head.. and I couldn't move.. or scream.. i saw a dark figure standing over me.. it started to run its hands up and down my legs.. and i passed out.. I didn't sleep for 3 days.. after that.
2nd time.. I was wide awake.. on my computer.. around 6am.. after my husband left for work.. i started hearing a buzzing sound.. and I got really tired.. so I went and lied in bed.. my eyes won't stay open.. i felt so tired.. and i wasn't able to get back up.. even though i tried so hard.. soon after that I feel asleep. i dreamed my younger brother, sister and I were trying to kill ourselves.. there was this man.. that kept telling us to do it && that it was the right thing to do.. and was the only way out.. I kept thinking to myself.. about how sad and depressed my husband would be.. and how upset our parents would be..
I couldn't do it.. I tried to change both my brother and sisters mind.. my sister has a little girl.. who's about 5 months old.. and my brother is expecting a child.. i couldn't let them die.. they had soo much to live for.. so i convinced them not to kill themselves.. the man got really upset.. everything went dark.. and i couldn't see anything.. then i woke up..
About 2 days ago... I had a horrible dream.. and I haven't been able to sleep for the last 2-3 days..
It was about 5:45 am on Tuesday morning when my husband left for work.. i was wide awake.. then all of a sudden.. i hear a buzzing noise.. and i got really sleepy.. i couldn't move my body .. and i wasn't able to keep my eyes open.
i started tossing and turning.. until i feel off the bed.. i started to scream for help.. i looked at our door and it was open.... i saw my dad and nephew walk out of our uncle and aunts bedroom.. my dad walked towards my room.. and saw me lying on the ground.. i can hear him say.. "why are you sleeping on the ground.. get up and sleep on your bed" i start screaming for him to help me because i couldn't move.. but he couldn't hear me.. he continued to the bathroom across the hall.. i felt like i was being choked.. pulled into a hole.. and i couldn't breath.. i started to gasp for air..
then something strange happened.. my laptop turned on.. and my camera flashed 3 times.. 3 pictures.. popped up on my laptop.. in the pictures.. i saw myself on the ground.. and a man on top of me.. trying to choke me.. but he was faceless.. i couldn't see his face.. .. i was terrified. i started screaming.. next thing i knew.. i was awake in bed.. and it was 6:17am.
.. i wasn't able to sleep at all last night.. and lately I haven't been able to sleep. my husband has been very supportive.. and i've been sleeping with the lights on for the last 2-3 days..