ooh that sounds so dramatic. lol. i lost some of my mucous plug last night, that's all. i was having some mild crampiness all day yesterday too. it's kind of exciting because it's a reminder that im nearing the end. i'm 36 and a half weeks now, 37 on monday. i know it doesn't mean that much to start losing it but it does kind of get your mind working. i've decided to start packing my hospital bag today, gotta make a list of what to bring. i'm gonna make a couple of cds to take with me with some soothing music. i've also decided not to worry too much about a birth plan. i want to keep an open mind and be confident in myself and my partner, that we will be ready for whatever comes.

i'll probably still be sitting here waiting 4 weeks from now lol. i'm certainly not in any rush to have the baby, i figure it'll happen when it's meant to. i'm pretty uncomfortable already at this point. i just keep telling myself that most mom's are pretty uncomfortable at this stage and later, so i'm not alone there. i'm just appreciating every moment because it's just so special to me. okay!!! i just had to share that little bit of news with someone.