i have been put on seroquel since october with minimal help for my condition and am now on zyprexa and still hear and see things all the time. im afraid im going to hurt myself or someone else if things dont get better...i feel like a loaded gun, i just know im going to do something stupid...and im getting sessions with a psychologist and psychiatrist and im still facing insanity...im afraid im going to end up committed again! why am i not normal?